I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Gin = Sexy Name

"I like God do not play with dice and do not believe in coincidence."
With all my strength, I am trying to keep my promise. But my promise isnt only about that.
Your not helping me. Thats tempting(: Why cant I get rid of you? Just like when I could forget people I want to forget in an instant, yet when it comes to YOU, your still in my head.
"I dial you on the phone, but your not there or are you there?"
What happened today, is between us and that stupid round table. Til the end of time, my mouth will always be sealed.
"Can't keep my heart from breaking, Cant keep my mind from thinking your not here. I need you here."
I shall let aunty Anthea write about today on her blog. I cant process information thrown at me, through I kept asking questions, half wasnt processed.
"Just because you feel alone, doesnt mean we're letting go. I'll be with you til the very end."
I can't wait for FRIDAY! At the same time, I dont want it to come, PIPC and OC tests aint exactly what I pictured them doing to us! National Day EVE leh...cut me a lazy person some slack luh.
"Dont close your eyes. Dont say goodbye. Dont let the tears fall from your eyes."
Saturday should be fun. Daddy just like thought of the idea of having a national day celebration, and he called everyone *Diao Face* like hello? I have a life?! Your cutting out on my quality time with the most special person in my life....ME! OH I LOVE ME! Yeah, la pok and anthea will be lik buay hiao bai la jane. HAHAHAHAHAH! Afterall, if you dont love yourself, how can you expect anyone to love you?
"I cant help but think of you night and day. oh when you stumble, when you fall, I'll help you make it through it all."
Cousins and my tai di shifu coming(: Means only one thing.... "Put your money where your mouth is." Seriously, my family isnt the kind that give chance at taidi....they whack until you pokai. I think my playing style has gotten abit soft, since lapok and I came up with the "slot-underneath-no 3card-cannot end with di style" HAHAHAH! Nevermind, i still pwn veterans at taidi.
"When I think of you, I fall in love again. Cant teach my heart to listen, or it just keeps on missing how it was."
Lastly, this goes out to my lameass laughing partner LAPOK(: We will be there for you even if everyone isnt. *Jane tries to change Anthea's chinese phrase on friendship into english words but it ends up like the scene uncle G re-enacted at the saturday biochem remedial.* HAHAHAH! "Urgh what was that word?! dam! URGH!" HAHAHAHAH! I'll still love you as FRIENDS AH! We wont go any further....eh wait....best friends can(: Liking someone in the same class is like shitting in my our backyard sia. Cannot cannot later...smelly...LOL!!
LOVE Anthea and LOVE Lucky too. You guys make my day everyday, the only thing I can do to repay you guys are, make you smile at least once a day(:
To My XiaoMEIMEI ISMAIL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! "shhhh guai dont cry....shuffle the cards...shhhh i know....shhhhh shuffle cards...its ok lose this time only....shhhhhh dont cry." FYI...ismail lost to me at taidi for the 3rd time in a row and started to cry. So I hushed him and ask him to shuffle cards like trying to shush a lil kid.
"The memories of you right there by my side oh. Never dreamed of letting go. But now you're gone, it feels so wrong."
Lyrics of the song, Fall in love again by Mark Schultz (:
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