I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
You are not listening to me!!

*Jane completes mst tutorial*
*bang*
*Jane's head is flat on the table*

JEEZ. The fucking tutorial is so fucking long! Oh my fucking shit. I feel shit tired of this world, of myself, of the people, of the work, of the what ever.

PIGGY CRASHED INTO TP(literally) think she broke a coupla tables and shit *ducks for cover* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Actually didnt feel like crashing french because I was tired. But I laughed my ass off at piggy's imitations of Mr Quek. HAHHAHA! Good old times. I miss them more than anything. I havent laughed this hard for a long time...

POKS AND NARNIA! HAHAHAHHAHA! I am really happy for you pokky. This phrase seems cliche but its how I feel, "I'm happy your happy."

Anthea asked me to listen to a song which made so much sense, it hurts. It was basically a song of being taken for granted and that guys cant love girls until they're girls. Gay propaganda? HAHAHAHA! I kid i kid.

OHOHHH one more thing. I said something that sounds stupid but it was completely true. "My head banged against the door." Yes, I really did say that, and yes everyone burst into laughter at me!! OH MY SHIIIIIIIT. My forehead hurts, my nose hurts, my heart hurts, my ribs hurt, my collarbone hurts, my eyes hurt, and lastly, Im hurting.

I shut my eyes to pray, I dont feel You anymore. I keep telling myself, Your there, Your always there. I'm sorry I hurt You. But I kept to my promise didnt I? I gave it my all, I was unselfish, I was sensitive, I was all that I could be but I realised what I wasn't. I wasn't listening to You.

Tell me honestly, have I been a fool? I just need to know, I dont care bout what they say, I just want to hear it from you.