I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Gawd I have no school and Im bored shitless. *goes hysterical* This is the kinda shit, school helps me kill. Boredom. Then again, its just my chummy-assed friends that get me through me day.

Yes, Im pathetic.

Remind me again why I have no school? Ohh yes! The fucking teacher only gives us EIGHT lessons. Ridiculous, I know.

I have one burning question on this topic. Just one. Usually I ask a lot, only if Im fascinated. I am fascinated with this topic.

How someone can achieve dumbfuck status like Johnson? I seriously wanna try it before I die, it impeccable how dumbfuck-ish he can be.

I mean I dont understand how when he initiates the break, then he tell his ex that all he ever said was a lie. And then coupla days later, he comes back sobbing or whatever it is that he does, telling his ex he wants back in. Now thats pathetic. Shows that this motherfucker doesnt think.

I need to find a stronger word for pathetic. My brothers' would call that ball-less. In my sense, a less testosteronic term, weak.

Im this close to slapping that freak of a lian. The amount of glaring is killing my sanity. Have her glare at me one more time, I do crazy things when Im angry. Plus the amount of alcohol Im lacking in my system is making me even more cranky.

I sounded mean didnt I? I will not apologize to her nor sympathise, I forgive your glares but that dont mean I sympathise. *acts likka heartless asshole that I am*

Riddle me this then riddle me that.

I cant keep lying to myself,
But I dont want to put you on the shelf.
If this is what we'll ever be,
then this is what you'll only see.

Please remove the knife,
from my heart.
So that I can carry on with life,
I hate this part.

I cant let this pain go,
Because I know I wont feel you anymore.
Please help me forget,
But dont let me do that.

Pathetic, Im losing my rhyme. Hahahaha! I was reading a lil black book I wrote in, and tada! Hahahaha! Everything was just pieced together, all the words in the poem, were words from this lil black book.


Yes, Im addickted to "You are not alone" by Michael Jackson. Gawd, now that songs makes me feel chummy inside out. I'd play it to you to make up for lost time. Rather emo-emo if you listen to it for too damn long. HAHAHAHAHAH! BUT BUT BUT "heartless" by kanye west is the shit too.

Enough of technology! I am going back to novels!

".... wish I could...."