I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, January 17, 2009

Hahaha. Its funny. I read something, that would make me angry, fuming even. Dont worry, Im not angry, really.

I wanted to write a lot of stuff about it, but then what ley said kept ringing in my head, and maybe its true and that I shouldnt put much thought into it, since you regret me that much.

"You know, I thought I wanted/needed it back, was I kidding myself? You said I dont listen to you, are you listening to me? You knew it made me angry yet you still did it. Maybe being nice was immature, if you want a mature person who smokes and whatever. Then Im sorry for not being mature enough for you, because my past doesnt allow me to."

Just one paragraph.

Jane anathematises weekends, I dont see my little angel nor do I get to hang out with my buddies, cept ley and kimmy. Oh be damned I forgot about ashley, who, if reads this, might just run me over with her car. Hahaha!!

I thank God, my head is on straight, otherwise, who knows the kinda of shit I can get myself into. Grow up Jane grow up.

Ley stopped playing videogames, a miracle. Its absolutely crazy how we talk just about anything. He's abit like poks, we can talk about mense, girl stuff, guy stuff, idiots, sam, that lesbo he likes, and pop tards. Yeah, pop tards. Amazing, really.

"Big Bang's a hot boy band." says ley, a boy.

*Jane's mind screams "OMG GAY ALERT!!" sirens sound, babies cry, old people die* Hahahahaha!!

When my little angel walks in the light, she seems to outshine even sunlight. Blinding much? She makes my stomach knot, now thats something not many could do to me.

Why do you have to be so cute,
Its impossible to ignore you,
Plus you make me laugh so much,
Its bad enough we get along so well.
Say goodnight and go.

From "Goodnight and go" by Imogen heap. It keeps ringing in my head when I think of her.

Here lose...rrrrr I mean ley. Hahaha!! KIMMY! I know you read this, so I'll write this for you but about someone else. I heart you still.

Not a day goes by I dont think of you,
Not a prayer said without you,
Not an unwritten poem of you,
Not because I love you.

It's because you are my world,
the only one I want to hold,
so please dont go,
to you my true colours show.

Do you know how beautiful you are,
cant help but stop to stare,
nothing more than to smell the hair,
of someone so fair.

As innocent as a baby,
more beautiful then any lady.
Make me smile fair maiden,
take that hidden beauty out of that prison.

I need God.

Random thought: Oh my gawd. Janson has nice eyes! *DROOLS* Omg, Anthea will fall off her chair if she reads this. ha ha ha.

Ah, my playlist which I didnt know people actually take it seriously.


GOODNIGHT AND GO by IMOGEN HEAP (CHORUS IS THE SHIT)
Hide and seek by Imogen Heap
T-shirt by Shontelle
Not your enemy by Jesse McCartney
Energy by Keri Hilson
Where I stood by Missy Higgins
If I want to by Usher&JT
Miss you like crazy by The Moffats (OLDY POWER)