I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Friday, March 20, 2009

Jane feels like rambling. Jane likes talking in 3rd person. Jane thinks its weird but Jane likes it.

Grey's Anatomy Season3 epi 16. Yes, I go through seasons faster than you can say "stupid". It makes me think of the fragi-a-lity(thats not a word) of life. I miss her already, not that I didnt on the 25th of Feb.

"Keep yourself distracted from thinking of her, Jane." Hahahaha! I wish I could Anthea, honestly.

But it's alright if I dont see her. I just want her to enjoy herself, be happy. What about me? Im happy knowing she's safe, knowing shes having fun with people close to her. As long as she is happy, I am happy.

Oh myyyy gawdddd.... Lesley's byebye draws nearer too. Im sad. He's always there, always fussing over me, always there to offer me waffles and a hot cup of coco with a giant hug that tells me not to give up with humanity just yet.

NO JANE. No temper tantrums, be patient and sensitive. Oh. Another thing, this is like my dairy, so spare me.

I am learning to be more patient with...people.
I am learning to be more emotional(which is HARD STUFF, really).
I am learning to not be cold, sounds weird to normal people, but Im not normal.
I am learning to be more sensitive, dont remind me.
I am learning to think in terms of emotions rather than logical thinking.

Song of my day: All I have to give by Backstreet Boys
But my love is all I have to give, without you I dont think I can live. I wish I could give the world to you, but love is all I have to give.

CIAO! Gonna oink oink soon. I miss her and I see her in my sleep.

God please keep her safe and let her enjoy herself. Dont let anything bad happen okay?