I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Old people nowadays...

Parents.

Besides being my atm since I was born. They are also one of the sources of my irritation. Ohkay....maybe not my mummy. DAD! OMG! URGH!

Im not 5 years old! I dont want to be leashed up, I dont wanna stay home- grow fatter and rot! This is ironic, when I dont go out, he asks why Im not out walking around. When Im out, he asks whether I go to school and what im doing?(scarcastic) EH! Which one you bloody hell want me to do?! And I tell mummy that Im out and wont be back early! WTF! And they wonder why I dont like people. YOUR KILLING MY SOCIAL LIFE AND YOU ASK ME WHY MY SOCIAL LIFE IS DEAD? I-freaking-ronic no?
Im not James! I dont smoke or drink or go out with weird people! Dont you dare put me in the same light as him! Im in a league of my own, I go out, but I dont do bad stuff! WTF. Its a thorough insult to put me in my brother's shadow! He is a former glory of ME! HAHAHAHAHAH!
FRIDAY.
Fun, Funny, Fun.
We went to eat Fish&Co at hereen or heeren(either one just pick one, i think its first. LOL!)
They made her stand on the CHAIR while they sang her a bday song with like so many ppl looking on. HAHAHAHAH! Poks&Lucky made anthea a strawberry cheesecake. Where was I? HAHAHAHHA Busy. OH MY GAWD. The cheesecake was delicious. I was hungry so I ate my food + cake! YAY ME no? HAAHAHHA!
SATURDAY.
Woke up at 9 for iggy's. Which lasted 1 hour cause we didnt know what to do? Nothing new, what you want me to do? HAHAHAH! My breakfast arrived shortly after!
OH joy, porridge. Mummy gave me a small bowl with like 10 thousand meat balls inside, and I thought to myself "oh my, the uncle was feeling generous today no?" Then mummy quickly rush out from the kitchen just when I'as(I was- Jane's new word) bout to eat my first spoon with lik 3 meatballs onnit. HAHAHAH! She was like "eh ehh ehhhh wait wait, your brothers all dont have meatballs!" Yeah that would really explain the 10 thousand meatballs inside my bowl huh?
After taking out the meatballs for each of them, my bowl had 5 thousand meatballs left. HAHAHAH! Seriously every spoon i put into my mouth had at least 2 meatballs onnit. But I aint complaining. "HMM HMM MEAT BOLLS" HAHAHAH!
DINNER(still SATURDAY ppl, dont lose me)
Moose and I walked round half of T2 before concluding that popeyes was at T3 HAHAHA! We got to popeyes and my heart dropped. Each line had like 6 people queue-ing. Oh wells. The funny thing was, this chubby man was telling this skinny woman, "Dont eat so much may-yo! Not good for your health, stop eating stop eating!" Moose was like "heh? A person his size and a person her size....who should be saying that?" and not to mention the wtf face moose gave. OMG. Fucking funny! But my collarbone hurt and I couldnt laugh out loud. HAHAAH! The rest is for me to know and you to not try to find out!
Lets move on to interesting subject. LIANS.
Im still harping on the fact of writing "kan" instead of "can", honestly wtf.
Im sorry if I may seem very direct having come from an all english speaking background, studied in an all english enviroment, having 99.9% of my friends speaking english and myself speaking english 99.9% of the time.
But I cannot stand people who cant spell simple words like "CAN" its not like its a hard word.
C'mon it only has 3 LETTERS.
This is. Disgusting. Sickening. Disturbing. And down right wrong.
Okay Okay no judgemental opinions Jane. Thats quite enough for tonight no?
Like how I can argue a court case for the legalisation of shooting of ahbengs, I can also argue a whole court case on lians.
Ps. Whats with old couples and thinking hands go down skirts? In public? HAHAHAHA! Old people these days amaze the living daylights outta me.




Friday, September 19, 2008
Its all over now. YAYOES!

For the last time fucker!


"Stupid questions don't merit answers!" -Jane

Oh my fuck man, which part of GET OVER IT dont you understand? Get? Over? or It?

I wish I could turn back time and hide this from you. Come to think of it, lying to you wouldnt be so bad afterall! (By "you" I mean idiot)

Sweet holey pork chops! I honestly dont know why Im still talking to you. More like argueing. But thats besides the point.

Going to have dinner with Anthea, lucky and poks! OMG. Long time nv see them ALREADY(: HAHAHAHAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHEA(: 19th sept is your day! HAHAHA Even being uber busy and what not, I wouldnt forget your bday! HAHAHAHAH! Theres always a space in my head for good friends(:

Feel a trunk load better after I've cleared up some shit that I let dangle since ytd night. I withdrew into my own world when Im angry. MM HMM. HAHAHAH! I went to lala-land only to wake up at 2.31am, after which I woke up at 6.45am to piss, then waking up again/finally at 9.59am to piss once more. HAHAHAHAH!

Sorry knuckles): Im sorry for being an ass to you ytd. You dont deserve being pounded(if theres sucha word) into the wall ytd.

Sorry Moose): For not telling you things. I'll tell(honestly) if you ask no? HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Sorry Wall): For pounding knuckles into you ytd.

Sorry self): For making you ache inside.

Sorry dinner for not eating you. Sorry Janey for not replying your msg(LOL). Sorry ball for taking you and throwing you with anger. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

But Im NEVER sorry for you, you imbecile. You sicken me. Get lost(not the good kind)

Ps. I'll be WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF (:

Soundtrack:
I'm in love with a girl by Gavin DeGraw
Someday by flipsyde
I'm forever yours by Journey
Broken Wings by Flyleaf
Jesus walks by Kanye West
Crazy kind of love by Mario
I dont wanna know by Mario Winans feat. Diddy
High by Lighthouse family
Sexy love by Neyo




Thursday, September 18, 2008
Crinkle&Crumple.

Day.

Dont want to talk about it as much as I wanna kiss LIPIDS.

I missed my bus stop by 3! New record! So deep into thought, the line, "But you still lied to me" its ringing in my head, its been ringing in my head since you said it. I openned my mouth to try to answer, but all I did what make the ends of my mouth twitch. Have I lost myself somewhere? Lie? From a person who couldnt play bullshit to a person that could lie to the person I love? HAHAHAH Jane Jane Jane, what have you become? Cookie monster no?

Shut up, stop telling me I told you so.

Funny, how I can feel likka complete idiot yet feel happy at the same time. I really didnt mean to lie to you, and I didnt lie to you): Its just....everything I do, I disappoint someone and I dont want to disappoint the same someone. I dont blame anyone, I blame me, mm hmm. For not planning things properly. Dont feel guilty, dont feel distant, dont feel unhappy, dont feel angry because I feel happy your with me(:

Just so you know. Those that are bold, are my thoughts, the italised one is to old man jones.

I get the fuzzy feeling when I look at you, my mouth crinkle at the ends when I see you, strange tingles runs through my fingers when you hold them, my ears is addicted to your voice, you smell good(really) even after you sweat. Yet when you have a sour look on your face, it all crumples like paper.

I have nothing more to say because old man jones refuses to work with me! DAM YOU OLD MAN! DAM YOU! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! I shall go grab dinner.

NOW NOW LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT. THIS IS NOT SOME EMO SHIT. THIS IS PURELY HONESTLY SERIOUSLY LIGHT HEARTED TONE.




Wednesday, September 17, 2008
GooGooDolls- before its too late

Missing-someone hangover.

HAHAHHAHAHA if theres sucha thing, im having it now. Omg. Frickin sounds like mense or something man. LOL! Nope it aint. It's like some morning-after sorta feeling no? ALWAYS gettit. ALWAYS. Without fail.

Partially due to the fact Im listening to a dam nice song which is eons old, yes, I like old songs, the standard of songs nowadays are dropping! Honestly, eg. CRAIG DAVID! omg man pls pls pls! You use to make nice songs!

Ytd was really fun, seriously, it was gut hurtingly funny. But I couldnt laugh, I dont know why! OMG. Bad sign much? Nah ah. Moose was making fun of some lianz LOL! "Mi lorz=)" omg. This has gotta be the main reason God put lianz on this earth. The sole purpose of our entertainment. Bought Ben&Jerry's icecream, $13+, not to mention it turned to cream, no more ice. HAHAHA! Oh wells, trivial things like this can be sacrificed for a good cause(: That icecream should be happy it got sacrificed.

Okay, Im shocked how someone can get over you so fast, honestly I am. What I feel is that, he's just trying to fill in the gap where he wanted you to be, for now. He might love her, he might not. Thats all my gut feels. Honestly, I dont see how people can fall in love so quickly, 2 weeks? Thats lik me taking a vacation and coming back. HAHAHA! It took me lik 5 weeks(1month+) for me to realise why my eyes kept looking at you. Whether it will last or not, its none of my business, just hope hes happy because I am, cause hes off your back! Who are they to me? oh be dammed, honestly? Justa nother lian and beng being together. Its nothing much, can see that at bugis or sommerset. LOL!

Now what we have, mm mm you dont see that around much. We are a rare commodity no? Ive never liked being on the majority side, Ive never liked being normal, Ive never liked being common. Its not in me to rebel against society, but sometimes, society does things that push me to the edge no? Is it too much to ask for acceptance? You dont have to agree with what I do, all you have to do is accept that Im this way. Okay maybe it is. HAHAHAH! My expectations for myself are way too high for anyone besides me to live it.

Cant go out today because mummy grounded me. So instead! Janey's coming over to bake cookies and celebrate her marvellous grades! HAHAHHA Hello? Hello? D student here? Omg. buck up Jane buck up. C+ for OC, and B+ for HAP. The rest hm? HAHAHAAH! Just um...kicked under the rug. HAHAHAH! Im proud of myself nonetheless. I dont need As or Bs to please me, I know I studied for OC and HAP...HAHAHAHAH! pipc is forever lost, maths couldnt want anything better, biochem....(all there is really)

I shall entertain myself by looking for a new blog skin. LOL I get bored of it fast.




Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Stop STARING!

Caution: Rated NM16(no morons under 16) for narrow vocab and unrated content.

Staring.

Hasnt your fucking mama ever told you staring was rude children?! Obviously you wouldnt know, having been in the fucked up society Singapore has set up for itself. Mean like c'mon, staring?! Sweet pork chops! I guess not? Why? Was mummy too busy fucking daddy she forgot to teach you MANNERS?! Go buy "Jane's guide to not fucking piss people off", its got helpful tips for you and your fucked up life.

Im so....annoyed right now. Its not half funny. And if Jane dont find it funny, it aint. I know funny alright, its my life. There's a reason why people like us hang out at dark, not crowded places, NOT TO HAVE 15yr olds staring at us!

Honestly. Singaporeans just dont know when the fuck to fucking practise their motherfucking courtesy! What the fuck do the dickfucking schools teach to this mindfuckers that attend the fucking school? STARE? This aint some OneRepublic concert, theres not going to be a fucking song playing 'Stop and STARE'. And for those motherfucking idiots who think people like us are being overly gay. To FUCK with you, honestly, stop insulting us just cause you cant gettit.

You disgust me with all your "straightness" talks, you know why we dont go for you? BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FULL OF YOURSELF, YOU DONT REALISE WHAT YOUR THICK HEADS ARE DOING! Im borderline angry, and annoyed, so Im not in my right mind to be talking but I'll say this with ABSOLUTELY NO REGRET, "Dont tell me im losing out on something great! You think you can bring me happiness? You dont know a squat bout what I want or like. Just so you know, apparently it aint you!" And that pisser offer of my moose. Im happy you've moved on, because I've just bout have it here *shows index and thumb squeezed together* mm hmm. But anyway, your outta her hair and Im as happy for you getting your "mi lorz", but please dont say anything bad towards moose, because I take it personally, and so will 3/5's of the world, which is the GAY POPULATION.

Dont tell me whats right and wrong, I know em, I have my set of values that was iron cladded into me when I was a mere age of 3! HAHAHA! Unlike you, my parents actually wanted me to add value to this devalued society. Piss of biatch. You sicken me.

YET. IM STILL HAPPY ABOUT TODAY. Mean like really? How often do we meet? How often do I get to watch a movie I like with a moose? EITHER WAY, even with moronic kids, Im still happy. NOW.

JANEY! Let go have our famous CHEENA PIANG NOODLES WITH your happy bitchings




Sunday, September 14, 2008
Happy Happy Happy(:

FattyBoy died this afternoon, Im happy now. His suffering finally ended. He's in your arms now God(: Take care of the fat one for me!

Tomorrow I had to cancel lunch! HAHAHA! Mummy took leave for no apparent reason =.o
So Im going out with the old folk. HAHAH! Oh wells I like shopping with her, she pays all the bills with her moneh! HOHO MANNN DO I SOUND LIKKA SUCKER?

I feel so much happier now, thou everytime I walk pass the place where fattyboy use to sit, my heart skips a beat, half hoping to see his fat face pop out from his house.

My planning for this week is done(: YUP. Cept that all the planning ends on Wed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! So much for planning no? Lazy what...dont rub salt on my laziness.

MMM MMM MMM Patrick smells nice now! HAHAHAH! He got hugged by so many people, I seriously doubt he'd smell like me no more. HAHAHA!

I've eaten 1/4 of lucky's bday present to me. NO ORANGE SKITTLES! WOOHOO!

Bleeding ear. Bleeding ear.

My soundtrack:
Dont let go by Bryan Adams ft Sarah McLachlan

Guilty by Blue
Honestly, that song means a lot. HAHAHAH! listen to the lyrics!

Ps. Its gonna be a really long bus ride(: I've planned it such that your ass will go numb love.