I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, January 31, 2009

Waking up from a nice dream with her in it, is NC. Not cool! *throws a temper tantrum*

KAILAN you veggie-table! She is not part of the AS wall okay! Everyone is part of the wall, roll*grins*, sam, her and ME! BITCH! When's your bbq? IM VERY BUSY ONE HORZ. LOL?

Oh! Bryan came up with a new "mode". It's LOVE mode! Hahaha! Refers to someone's brain being pile of donkey poop when the person they like is around.

Miley's in love mode when hes talking to ahem ahem. Anthea's just...well...its normal for anthea to be in love mode 24/7. HAHAH! And me?

Well, Im infamous for not registering ANYTHING but her when shes around. Alcohol-fest baby! MMM MMM RUM *drools*

Ciao! I am going to set things in motion(soon), things that I've been praying for, and now, God's giving me the opportunity of rising to the occasion.




Friday, January 30, 2009

Stop it please, just stop it. Stop everything, I dont want anything.

I did everything humanly possible to not(no spelling error) see her today, not that I didnt want to.

Its a test, if I feel like a part of me is missing, then I really done-did myself. And I do miss her, of course I do.

chummy buddies + cards + music + peace + no her = poem for her

I name this poem: Slivery cream(with a cherry on the top)

Im trying to protect,
keeping the innocence intact.
With her in my dream,
my muffin has icing cream.

I want you to be real,
Im not in it for the thrill.
You keep me mesmerised,
all your movements I've memorised.

You got me curled around your fingers,
Baby the thought of you lingers.

Cant finish it because I didnt see her today, Jane you faggot! CIAO!




Thursday, January 29, 2009

One hella good day! My happiness gage is uh...non-existent. HAHAHA!

Oh man oh man oh man Im going insanely euphoric(strongest word I know for happy, faggot)

The only line ringing in my head is "What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me."

Today rocked. Wore a huge grin on my face all day long, apparently miley thought I was demented. Jeez. People happy cannot? Hahaha!

Oh my gawdddd why is everyone so angry AGAIN!! Noooo this is not happening now!! Your reigning on my parade dammit!! MILEY PLEASE CHEER UP!!

No ley, people didnt dig their noses into my personal life. If they did, I would've told them off. The tail thing is for people who think Im straight. HAHAHA! Are you fucking kidding me?

Anyway, I have ALOT of things to do today. Procrastination kills. HAHAHA!! CIAO.




Wednesday, January 28, 2009

You really think I'd show this little tail of mine? Hmm such high standards, Im afraid Im going to disappoint y'all):

But its alright, nothing's unforgivable.

This is where I close off, this is where you forgive me.
(I ask that you forgive me for this, I am a lil overprotective of my world)

Today show'd me what I needed to know. Nonetheless, a nice day.

Okay yes ley you won the bet. DAMMIT LUH there goes my gelare waffles): *mopes in one corner* Omg Im never betting against you.

Omg. I have like 3 chemical stains on my HAND! Tomorrow I hope to find mushrooms grown! RAWR! MM MM MUSHROOMS. Fresh too!

Ugh. Math, csas and cds. Make my day -.- Ciao!




Tuesday, January 27, 2009

This was what Mis and I did since 6pm, gamble, gamble, bah gua, gamble, drink(ribena), drink, gamble, bah gua, gamble, drink, bah gua, gamble some more.

Life cant get any better than that cept if she was in it. Hahaha! Fat hope.

Im a bit high now. Justa bit, its due to the overwhelming happiness of sucking money from my brother's nub cardplaying friends. HAHA!

But he got this hao-lian friend. He wasnt happy a girl won his money. I was pissed off by him when he lost and show me black face, "Hahaha! Boy keep your ten bucks, its CHUMP CHANGE to me." Hate fucking sore losers.

Omg. My aunt almost gave me a heart attack. She was using my PHONE and then she finished already, she stared at it for like 1 second. She was still my SCREENSAVER.

Wah. I had so much adreneline in my blood, I could f**king curve a bloody bullet(no profanities on CNY) baby you'll be the end of me.

YAY! Tomorrow's what day? WEDNESDAY! *GRINS* I get to see her tomorrow. Hmmm I hope she smiles at me again. That'll make my day.

Ciao! Im gonna roll in money Hahahaha! I mean roll WITH money!




Monday, January 26, 2009

Who says financial crisis dont affect kids like me?! Oh my gawd. Your kidding me right?

Mummy's million and one cousins, who USED to be filthy rich bankers and lawyers are now TOILET CLEANERS. I get 4 dollar angbaos. Cheat my feelings!

Rich people have to give poor poly students aka me(whose bus fares are rapists in broad daylight) *throws tantrum*

Anyway. Gambled with daddy's side of the family. WOOOO! As usual, mis and I are like chummy buddies since we understand each other on this "telepathic" basis. Hahaha!

My A to SS. Way too much testosterone on daddy's side, desperate for progesterones!

Omg. Im drop dead loving my extended family! I love the times when we'd go to venice, london, aussie, etc, all together in one big ass group of like 16-17 people.

Kick ass times! We are one kick ass family! I'd never trade my family for anyone elses.

Tomorrow's equally busy! Daddy's hosting again -.- Sunday was bad enough. That aint the end! During me school still got! Jane loh-hey-ed(toast veggies in the air) like 6 times already!! Tomorrow got another 2.

Gimme a break man!! Dont lemme hit 10!! TOTALLY CRAZY.

Ciao! Im going to watch IP MAN! YAY! -.- on dvd luh. Cinema long OVER. Donnie's got BANGS! HAHAHAHAHA!




Sunday, January 25, 2009

"If male homosexuals are called 'gay', then female homosexuals should be called 'ecstatic'."

According to me, bisexuals are called 'euphoric'! YAY! I know, I am totally gay(happy).

Slept at 2am yesterday night, not doing spring cleaning, I was ABSORBED in bringing my gay museum to live. Are you reading closely? *smiles at you*

Hollay mother of pearl(no offence pearle)! Hahaha I forgot what I wanted to say. Yuck, next.

Cant wait for tomorrow, though I dont want it to come. ANG BAOS *GRINS*

Im still thinking of her. Thinking thinking thinking. Its so enjoyable, I put it on the top of my things-to-do list everyday! (please note the scarcasm)

Afterall we are just kids,
living in our little closets.
Wishing upon a rainbow for you,
hoping it will come true.

My pretty little angel,
with a face so colourful.
Im sucha sucker for you,
falling for your every move.

(nah nah nah! Now gimme my gelare waffles ley!)

Oh! I watched "The girl who leapt through time" a japanese anime! The voice of Chiaki reminds me of HIDE's(hee-deh, not hide) voice!! Zao sia zao sia tone Hahaha! Oops.

Busy busy busy tomorrow. Im sure everyone is luh. "Chew-ren going tu kor-lect ang-baos hor seh hor?"

Bring it on like donkey kong baby(: