I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Golly Gee

Horoscope shit.

I dont say I believe it completely, I just base what I see upon em. And I find, most of em are pretty on the dot, cept for afew. Oh and at the end of it all, it says then some of yo traits depend on your parents as well. OH SWELL. Both my parents are CANCERS. Gee wow, that makes me a joker squared(no I didnt read every sign LOL!). Oh kudos, kudos Jane. HAHAHAHAHAH!

Im not interested/inspired/obligated to write about anything else, all of which are in my noodgen(head in Jane terms). LOL!! Dont worry it aint nothing fascinating.

Tell me what you feel if a friend tells you this?
You wait long enough, you hope long enough then you smarten up and walk away. You keep telling yourself "this is it", each day that passes you feed yourself with a fool's hope. You tell yourself long enough, you start to believe your own hope. But when you look back and ask, why am I even doing all this for?

Shit, the first thing I said was "shit, not me right? *got an answer* HENG SIAAAA!! I'll tell you what you told me, "dont wait for something that doesnt have anything for you at the end. "

"What happens when you put opposite charges together... likka positive and a negative charge together? Sparks fly, not hostile sparks, if you take science or if you just know squat bout science, you'd know that they cancel out each other, making perfect harmony. Give and take lah, cant always be perfect right?" -Jane's explaination to floor rug, on what I think bout my subject.

Ps. Monday Monday Monday. Will it ever come? The more I know things bout you, the more I like you. Twinkie monster LOL!

Soundtrack:
Incomplete by The Last Goodnight




Thursday, October 16, 2008
Keep Running. Johnny Runner

I liked today, so dont spoil it! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Got our timetable, did grumble bout it, in the end, I still like it. Japanese and some design thingy. Well, one thing's fo sure, I love languages and I love drawing. Whats not to love?

Plus(: I still got my cores with my buddies! But they might be a little busy with their stuff. Nevertheless, Im blessed.

How do you tell when someone's not interested? When they give you half-assed answers. When I reply you with 2 words like, "why ask?" or "busy now", PLEASE STOP BUGGING ME. Another 2 words for you, "not interested" JEEEEZ. Fuckerdy fuck fuck mannn...

School school school. Gonna Gonna Gonna start start start soon soon soon. Good Good Good. But the whole routine life....I like it when I dont have to do much. Which reminds me! Poks and I were actually wanting to work at the waterworld during the holis. HAHAHAHHAHA! But in march or wad....gonna go to HK with my close friends :D YAY! Lucky's the tour guide *points to lucky* HAHAHAHH!

OH OHHHH! Hey Hey! I was watching animal planet from like the time I woke til lik 12.10? FASCINATING!! I thought after Steve died, it'll be boring and all. Boy was I wrong. I forgot bout Jeff Corwin!! Freaking funny. Yeah, was watching elephants! Yeah, its fascinating how they are semi-human-ish because their past mimics their actions of the present! OMG.

ONE LAST THING.
When you exit the screen. Make it larger than life itself(:

Ps. Its seems like not doing anything about stuff is better then doing something. HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA! This is something I'll have to learn too yeah? Learning to do nothing, lol, makes me sound crazier(:




Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I must be outta my mind to think that.

The efficiency of Singapore's garbage collecting system amazes even a nerd like myself. Well at least I know my taxes are going to useful things other then building more ERP gantries.

"BULKY DISPOSAL BIN"
Lanzy, Janey and I were so fucking fascinated with them, we had to take pictures of it.


No people, thats not Jane, I WASNT forced into becoming rubbish. LOL!

Janey being a glam piece of "disposit-ee"

Sorry people, I cant show lanzy's unglam photo):
Pictures speak a million words just like actions speak louder than words. I am too darn lazy to go type up some stuff:D

One last thing.

Lanzy, Janey and I were walking outta macs. In the incoming direction, this middle aged dude wearing....pffffft.....gimme a sec....pfffft.....FISH NETS....which showed his rather humongo TITS. He aint exactly have the kinda body gay guys would wanna hump nor girls drool at. I was the first to see him, and I was like "HO...", apparently, lanzy said I said it quite loud. I wanted to say "holyshit...look at that!".....its evident I didnt even get pass holy... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH And we saw him again too!! Hes stalking us fo sure! Okay enough, anyone want anymo details ask lanzy dun ask Janey, shes tired = shes pissed. HAHAHAHAH!

Ps. Whats better than a cure? Prevention. too vague for you yes I know. I'll explain it tmr.




Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Nerd? Jeez Thanks bitch. LOL!

Guess what people!


Jane got called a nerd.


*crowd gasps and mumbles nervously amongst themselves*


HOHOHOOOO HAHAHAH no no lets start this out on the right footing, Im not the slightest bit pissed or insulted. Im amused.

*crowd 'ooohs', 'ahhhs' and 'heng sia wakao lim peh buay kao beh kao bu'* LOL!!


Jane, nerd. MMMM makes sense thou, I like reading, however awefully not-Jane-ish this may sound. HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Thats as well thou, its "cool" being a nerd, trying to kick my bad-person-attitude LOL!! Speaking of habit!

Some CERTIFIED counsellor told me this "Jane dont let this become a HABIT. You may get rid of some, but you still have ABIT. Even if you get rid of more theres stil that BIT. Even if you get rid of a lot more, theres still IT. I was like "uhh...so if I get rid of the 'i' in it, it'll just be(I swear it was the slip of my tongue)...tit."

The counsellor's face was priceless. It had both the appalled look plus confuse innit. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA! She must be thinking, "wtf? 'it' take out 'i' isnt it just 't'?! how did Jane get 'tit'?" HAHAHAAHHAHAHA holy smokes.

Moving on.

ASTONS WITH FLOOR RUG! MMM MM GOOOD. After lunch we walked around katong. And its amazing how katong can be fun. I love the paranakan(however its spelt) stuff. Its wicked(: OH new word, I copyright it from floor rug. Dont like antiques but them stuff there are nice to look at, just look. Im feelin all nerd-ish now. HAHAHAHAH! Walked literally in Lesley! Jeez! I was looking at my undead feet, okay, Im known for walking into things. Dun matter. HAAHAHAH!

NEXT.

TMR! YAY! JANEY&LANZY! YAY! DUNNO DOING WHAT! YAY! FUN! YAY!

Its always fun with both of them:D yeahhh no kid, we laugh at anything and everything. Im just glad we have sucha open friendship, I'd never trade anything for them. If I had a choice between the world and them, the world can say their prayers now. HOLLAY SHIT. Public enemy number 1 now? LOL Im looking forward to tomorrow as well as thursday. Friday, Im half-hearted bout it.

LAST.

School's starting. I am really half-hearted bout it, I want it to start yet I dont want it to start. I need to go study something, I feel as though my brain is retarding. Yeah Im taking this seriously!! So seriously until I bought this book "Quick Solutions to common Errors in English" Jeez?! I need to brush up on everything.

Ps. Thus day, our day, just like how you got your own month(: I've been burning to do something, now it almost hurts not to do it. Questions, questions and more questions, but questions solve problems, questions open doors, questions have meanings(but dont read too deep thou) HAAHAHAHAHHA! Til then love.




Monday, October 13, 2008
BURN, BURNT, BURNING.

Siloso beach. Different from the last time me was there.
Where do I start? Oh yes! What made my day. Ah. Im elated to the max(for real), this is me being the happiest of happiest.
My ipod was bitchfitting at me, it wouldnt turn off, it wouldnt go to the menu, it wouldnt change song for me and the only thing it'll do fo me was turn up/down the volume. Makes me soooo friggin happy to see my ipod showing me so much love. *bangs head on the table and falls off chair from PHD* IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I WANNA KILL MYSELF. poddy gotta go fo repair):

Yeah, no kid. Anthea was LA-MAO-ing at the corner during breakfast.
Got there, played basketball(with a volleyball), fris-bee(however its spelt) and soccer(again with the volleyball). Got bored, while Anthea and Poks climbed the humongo rock.
I paced at the shoreline, gentle waves brushing ma toes, music in my ears and clouds blocking the sun. There I thought through things, very clearly, clearing everything I've dismissed when I wasnt thinking. After a good solid hour of thinking and sorting out my feelings/thoughts/future actions. I put it one side and that was it.
BEST PART, anthea and poks thought I was on the phone. Cus I was listening to ma music on ma phone. HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! But anthea(my private consultant) explained to me somethings and talked some sense into my cold heart.
Oh we found this dying squiddy on the shore. I wanted to bury it, poks and anthea wanna push the dead thing back into the harsh outdoors. AWW! HAHAHAH!

Dying squid):
Tanned for 2 hours. OH! Win already luh Jane. I took my watch and wristbands off. And then 2hours under the sun. Got up. Looked at my arm. Then hand. OH FUCK. I left a ring on. Yes. The tan line was so obvious, poks looked at it from lik 2metres away and started laughing. My hand was light brown, my ring line was WHITE. Win already lorz. walaoz. ehz.
HA! JANEY! Cant laugh at my feet anymore! Its not white! Its not dead! Dunnid to tell me how your sch day was. HAHAAHAHHAHAHA ur msgs told me everything. HAAHAHHAHAH!

Sand shits! What do they call digging a fucking hole and having waves wash over them? I dunno. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH! it was me, anthea and poks. Anthea sat in the middle of us. Poks&I started digging hole we kept eating into anthea's butt sitting space. HAHAHAHAHAH! I was laughing& laughing likka mad person that I am. Cause, as i digged, the sand surrounding the hole started to erode and fall in, eating into anthea's butt space. HAHAHAHAHAHAHH! the hole was lik 1metre++ wide. Friggin hilarious.
My knees got sunburnt cus my feet and calves were in the hole i dug and my knees were exposed to extensive sunlight. AH IT BURNNNS! HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

Met juniors, seniors and saw peers. YURCK. Okay no. The seniors part is nice, I like cherlie!! My fav bball jiaolian:D HAHAHAHA Juniors...yurck... peers... no comment *toddles away* It was like SAC-dom luh....so many somemore....not that I hate my school. No No Noooo. I love my school.
YES! ASTONS! YAY! TMR! YAY! FLOOR RUG! YAAA...eh? BOOOO! HAHAHAHAH! CANT WAIT TO EAT ASTONS! HAHAHAHA! URGH. 8days nv eat it alr luhhh...LOL!!

My ear is fucking bleeding like its singing bleeding love cept its just bleeding.

Its still bleeding, but 2 times the amount of blood now): NOOO I cant die like this! I cant!

ONE LAST THING.

Thanks(:
Im missing one more bestie thats sppose to be there!! LUCKY!!
Ps. Oh thank God the ignorings over. Dont ignore me): *chants* Slap me Slap me Slap me! hahahahaha! I will see you soon then we can sort somethings out(:
Fav song now:
Cry on my shoulder by DSDS
Thanks floor rug:D Too bad im getting sick of it real soon HAHAHAHAH!




Sunday, October 12, 2008
Mexican Americans love to party! chee&chong smokin'

OoOoOoOoh.

Church was the shit. I actually paid attention(I always do okay!) According to the priest, we are all beautiful. Which I back fully, no one is born evil. I personally am a cold hearted person, I cant say Im not, LOL! The things I've been through made me this way! *hands off* not my fault not my fault! Blame the government!!

Met kim and talked to floor matt. HAHAHHAHA! Rug boy. Complained bout the crappy new phone I got. Oxymoronified. HAHAHAH! Yes, Thank you very much for rubbing it in that I didnt get my dream phone which you have you lil bitch:D _l_ you! HAHAHAHAHHA! But hey, dont let life get you down, you fell, pick yourself up and move on.

Mummy asked bout the scratches on my forearm. No. I didnt panic. I told her the truth. That I've been hiding from you people all this while. The truth is. I got beaten up by my rabbit(fo real) Yes. Its very sad, please hold your tears of laughter after Im gone. LOL!

Moving on.

*stops typing*

I have nothing left to say bout my day, so I'll just rub salt on Janey's big fat wound.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH! JANEY GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW(: Schools starting no? HAHAHAHAHA omg. Im going to die, thats for sure.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! The BIGGER photo is on janey's blog. But I still rmb laughing my ass off at Janey. *quickly runs away*

SENTOSA! YAY! TMR! YAY! WITH ANTHEAPOKSLUCKY! YAY! It would've been more fun with more people thou....oh wells. Get over it Jane. *tries to step over it, trips and falls*

Another thing, I spent $700++ in 2 months. Its not my fault! *hands off* The card started it!! Really! Really! It was like "Jane! withdraw some moneh from me!" Yes, I got scolding from mummy for spending too much and now daddy's overheard the convo....oh no...that means they'll confiscate my card again. boohoo...

Third last thing.

KAILAN WAS ONLINE!! omg. A rare sight indeed. LOL! *ducks for cover under the blanket*

Second last thing.

Cheer up floor rug! We shall have TWO bottles of bacardi and mull things over alright? "The best things in life are free." hmmm I clearly remember someone telling me that...I REALLY WONDER WHO?

First last thing. (engrish pro hear)

JANE. GOT. BEATEN. UP. BY. A. BLOODY. FUCKING. BUNNY. Would you like me to repeat that? Right okay. JanegotbeatenupbyabloodyfuckingBUNNY.

Yes Yes laugh while you still can *mumbles stuff bout world domination*

Ps. I feel like its been months since I last saw you. Not to mention, wednesday,thursday, friday and saturday felt like eternity):




Scribbles you a post.

Ive been asked to scribble a post. So I'll keep true to my words(which was "okay ill scribble a post for you.")

*scribbles "a post"*

a post.

Okay! Goodnight. Its been a long day. And so on and so forth, nothing exciting, just that I felt a vein burst when my mum didnt want to pay for me promised phone she promised me): Its alright, petty things arent getting to me.

Wake up to go to church. Like them nigga's say "mada-fucker ya nid Jeeesus"

Hell yes I do. I nid to get straight with the Lord a'ight. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

And I really really hate new phones. I wont deny the whole I-got-a-new-toy feeling, but scribbling down 200+ contacts then adding them one-by-one IS FUCKING HELL WORST THAN WAITING FOR MY FOOD TO COOK WHEN IM HUNGRY. Its torture. Torment. Whatever.

Oh. I nid to scratch the word whatever, I hate it as much as pussy and prick.

*goes back to "whatever" and scratches it*

Its healing now. The scars, but the pain aint going away dammit! HAHAHAHAH! When something heals, doesnt the pain like disappears or something? No to those of you reading this and thinking I got angry and start masticating(if thats a word) myself(: I was in a lil fight. Justa small one *puts thumb and index finger together* HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Cant say I was angry in any part of the day.

Oh something funny that Arby said, "Procrastination is like masturbation. Its a lot of fun until you realised you've just fucked yourself." MMMHMMM what a nice analogy bi. Great guy this one is. MMHMMM....Im scarred for life, someone help me please. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
OH!! Which reminds me of what was scribbled to the threatre chair in SAC, "No one dies a virgin, life fucks us all." And yes, pig, sheryl, mina, lanzy and myself laughed our asses off at it. Ohhhh the hilarious things people say, makes me wanna shake their hand for being so ... so.... carefree:D HAHAHAHAHAHAHH!

But before I go, I want you stupid people reading this(yes your stupid because your reading this) HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! i kid i kid, i always kid. Honestly thou, give this bit gayish song a listen. Someone gave it to me, and asked me to listen to it when I was down. Cry on my shoulder by superstar, or DSDS(same peeps)

Ps. Glad we got that sorted out, but why wont you tell me the others? "Oh nothing" is something. C'mon, psshhh....its not like i wont accept it right?