I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Friday, March 13, 2009

Have y'all listened to Ingrid Michaelson?! She's not half bad actually, funny I should find her in Grey's Anatomy!

I like the song "Keep Breathing" by Ingrid Michaelson. I've heard of her since last year, but I never really liked her til now. Hahaha!

Lanzy's BBQ food wasnt bad, chum buds and I played bridge while enjoying good alcohol. I teased lanzy's friends by buying them Jolly Shandy, 0.05% alcohol. HAHAHAHA!

Long Island Beach (aka Long Beach Cocktail) - Gin, RUM, Tequila, Triple sec, Vodka, lemonade/cranberry - all in one, you get Jane's newest love.

Byebye Breezer, hello LONG ISLAND LOVE! *side track* Poks asked, "Eh what if she doesnt like you drinking?"

*thinks-considers-thinks-thinks-considers* HAHAHA! If she doesnt like it, its simple, theres no need for me to consider, I wont drink luh duh. Alcohol I can live without, her I cant.

We talked and talked and talked til like almost 12 before crashing at my place. We tai dee-ed with MOH-NAY *failed sound effects attempt* DAAN DAAN DAAN... til 5.14am.

With that much breezer, long island, green tea and coke in my system, not sleeping at 1am is detrimental. HAHAHAHA!! Im young but my body has its limits.

Mummy bought the new iPod. WOOooo...uhhh... what am I suppose to do with it?

OH MY GOSH. The BBQ food is really getting goooooood. Hahahaha! We aint catering, we're cooking *GRINS* ehhhhh I dont cook for just anyone, I cook for people I love, only.

Cept, Anthea and I will be juggling between forcing Pokky and Lucky to study while having them cook too. HAHAHAH! Fun!

HOKAY! CIAO! Should be long enough to fill 2 days worth of a post for ya!

God, please keep her safe from harm, that's all I ask. Hopefully, I'll see you soon.




Thursday, March 12, 2009

Do you know how it feels when you build something up, then in an instant someone else tears it down?

You'd feel fuck'd up. I felt fuck'd up, but it takes more to break me.

Lighten up Jane, getting to attach to that idea no?

Grey's Anatomy Episode 16 Season 2: THE MOST HILARIOUS shit I've seen.

"She has my McDreamy. And my McDog. And my McLife...."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Dude, McDreamy's wife is hot, sexy, pretty and a WifeILF.

*Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

After dinnering with piggles and nana. We talked and talked and talked. I caught up on some of my junior's lives. Jeez, their more fuck'd up than I last remembered.

Yes, Pig destroyed my lil dream. HAHAHAHA! I respect that, it was brutal honesty, literally. You must think Im masochistic for liking to hurt myself.

Im not, I like truth above all. "The truth is painful... so.... we lie." I like pain, it makes me feel alive. Oh my gawd, that is so fucking sadistic! The more you hurt me, the more I like it.

Song of the day: Halo by Beyonce
Baby I can see your halo, you know your my saving grace. Your everything I need and more, its written all over your face. Baby I can feel your halo, pray it wont fade away.

CIAO! Been a lonnnnnnnnnnng day, too long for my liking.

God, please keep her safe from harm. My decision will hurt her, a lot. Promise me, if I make my decision, that'd You'd keep her safe.




Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Buffet with buddies! Smelt like ... ugh ...

EXAM RESULTS. HOO HOO HOO! Anthea and I are Sup-Free baby!

This is ridiculous, CELLB was the one I didn't study for, and I scored highest. I studied for BMIC and its balls. Faggles.

JANE's NEW WORD: Faggles.
Dicktionary: Faggles (f-ay-g-ger-Ls)- 1.)Faggish giggles 2.) Small dicked guys that act like faggots 3.)Ridiculous in a crude way
Jane's side note: Anyone who annoys me will be called faggles.

Mummy actually agreed to get a iPod nano chroma...whatever that small thing is call, for me. Faggles, I know I'll be called crazy for turning it down, but I did turn it down, Im not crazy I have poddy already.

Daddy's another weird one, hands me 50bucks for feeding my turtle. Yes, my legendary turtle that everyone stares at like its a National Geographic treasure. So what if it's 16years old?

Dude, I love wednesdays. I get free money and free ipods offers. Why cant someone offer me Rum? Dismal.

Oh my gawwwwwwd! One by one uh!! Miley & YL got attached, now Lucky's attached, Poks is DEFO next, then Anthea. Dont worry about me, Im happy just thinking of her.

What's the funniest thing? When I listen to "One last look" by Robin Spielberg, I feel like she's with me, the way its extremely calm while she's around, for however short a time that is. MANIPULATOR OF MY EMOTIONS!

Song of the day: Make love by Big Bang
Forever your my girl, forever be my world. You are the only one, the only one I'll ever need. I'll never break your heart.

CIAO!

God, thank You for letting me have no sups and I pray that she doesn't have sups too! Please keep my little angel safe from harm. We both know it'll kill me to see her hurt right. Yes, it will so keep her with You, where she's safest.




Tuesday, March 10, 2009

General question: How does someone choose between two? Not two people, two sides of themselves?

Sadistic question isn't it?

If my attention seems DIVIDED on msn. Im Grey's damn anatomying. McDreamy picked his wife! Oh my gawd, his wife's hot.

The nazi is still killing me! HAHAHAHAHA Friggin' hilarious!! AHHH!! Dammit!

Song of the day: Your beautiful by James Blunt

Beautiful, forgive me for being selfish. Because I may not know a lot of things, but what I do know is that you make me smile.

There guys, Im using emotion not logic...right?

CIAO! By the way, dont think I've stopped laughing! Yesterday was laugh at everything day, literally.

God please keep her safe, You know who I want but I will leave it to You to decide. Your will.




Monday, March 9, 2009

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *BREATHE* PFFFFFFFFT HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA
*BREATHE* HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

HOLYSHIT. That one caught me by surprise. Im sorry, but when I saw it, my ribena was literally all over my computer screen.

*Takes a deep breath* OXYGEN NEED OXYGEN!

BACKSPACE BACKSPACE BACKSPACEEEEE!! OMG! I cant breathe....*falls off chair laughing*

Oh great, now my parents think Im watching X rated stuff. Call me weird, but everytime there's like some sex scene in movies, I usually laugh my ass off. Its common knowledge.

Another weird thing about me, well now yall know, sex scenes dont turn me on, they make me laugh. That's why ley hates sneaking me into an M18 movie, I laugh my ass off.

NONO Im NOT watching X rate stuff... its just.... PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.....Jane!....I was uh.... caught off guard....yeah..

Okay! Enough of *thinks* PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT. OH! Before I laugh til I blank out.

CONGRATULATIONS MILEY! Did I spell congrats right? OH MY GAWD *GRINS* Im so happy for you buddy! Take care of your GIRLFRIEND! She's my friend too okay!

You make her cry, I'll be the first knocking at yo door with anthea's PARANG DAO HAHAHAHAHAHHA *thinks* PFFFFFFFFFT HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

OKAY CIAO! Let me go back to laughing my life away. Adorable hardly comes close.

Song of the day: How you love me now by Hey Monday

God...PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT....stop me from laughing, please. HAHAHHAHAHA! Okay okay please keep her safe from harm. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA PFFFFFFFFFFFT




Sunday, March 8, 2009

WOOO! Tired. Hahaha!

DAMNNNNNN. Another week begins tomorrow, ugh. Maybe I need to join her in LALA Land. Maybe theres some special membership or something, group rate discount? Hahaha!

Dictionary: LALA Land - Daydream and laze the day away in one's own world. Peaceful undertone with a positive connotation.

This term is known only to Anthea and Jane only....now it's whoever reads this damn blog post.

Heads of the BBQ shit will be meeting tomorrow! Okay whatever, it's my buddies luh. YIPPIE. And Anthea needs to do...AHEM AHEM HAHAHAHA!(:

Song of the day: I'll be your sunset by A rocket to the moon.

Waiting for the day that your in my sunset. I'll see you soon, hopefully.

CIAO!

God, You heard my prayer, please keep her safe in Your arms.