I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, May 9, 2009

"Sensitivity hates when Analytical places it under a microscope. 'Im not a specimen you know, I have feelings too.'"

Talking to you kills, not talking to you kills as well. Oh my gawd. Just drop dead Jane. I guess I'll have to learn to deal with the blur and forgive the blurness.

UGH. I'll be patient.

Gawd knows if she reads this, but hell. I've taken courage in your words and my gullible lil heart is eating it all up. I'll see you when I see you. Be a good girl will you?

Wishing Upon A Fallin' Star For You

Wrap me in your blanket of warmth,
Baby in you I build my strength.
Craddle me til I fall asleep,
So that you'll be in my dreams.

Stay with me til the sun sets,
Lying under the stars with no regrets.
We can wish upon a falling star,
To make things stay the way they are.

There's nowhere else I'd rather be,
When you're sitting next to me.
Snuggled in your bubble of warmth...

Song of the day: I Drive Myself Crazy by NSYNC
How Im missing you so bad, where was my head, where was my heart.




Friday, May 8, 2009

"Overly sensitve sensitivity drives the overly analytical analyst insane."

SHIOK. Loved today for starters cause everyone of my buddies were happy! Quite rare to find, quite. School's boring. Lectures are exceptionally boring. Tell me one thing that isnt.

The things you say make me lose my appetite, go numb and my heart sinks. Sometimes I wished you'd tell me what's on your mind. Let me into the world you guard so closely.

Am I really that evil for you to withdraw?

My Super Abstract Thoughts

Your mood swings kill me, but my patience for you has no limits.
Your vagueness kills me, but my tolerance for you knows no bound.
Your withdrawals kill me, but my understanding for you is endless.

Your words kill me, because my heart cant hold them for me.

She breaks when you're not felt,
She breaks when you're not heard,
She breaks when you're not seen,

She breaks because she cant hold on for me.

She is fragile...
She is gentle...
She is kind...

She is love but she cant show it for me. My heart cant hold on for me.

Song of the day: Crush by David Archuleta
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me, just too much.
(I'm totally gay right now. Pardon me)




Thursday, May 7, 2009

"I keep holding out for what I dont know, to be with you, just to be with you."

I got so damn bored. I took a personality test online from learnmyself.com. Quite accurate.

Neuroticism - 21
Extraversion - 96
Openness to exprience - 70
Agreeableness - 70
Conscientiousness - 99

My day was boring. Rubbing off of someone much? Self-control. I conquered it. I resisted to talk to someone I wanted to talk to.

"They can say what they want, but they can never stop me from loving you."

Song of the day: To Be With You by David Archuleta
Just to be holding you for the very first time. Never letting go.




Wednesday, May 6, 2009

"My savior is closer than I thought."

You caught me on a good day. I am happy. I feel compelled to stop here. But Eli's gonna make noise.

Im super free too! I finished Fpath last friday along with my tutorials. Fpath that hard? So many people complaining that its hard. ORGANIZED "divide and conquer" is how my maties tackled it We took 3 days and NO MEET UPS.

Impressive indeed. Seeing how I aint from that clique yet we still got it done. WELL DONE. Im proud of them. Well done Jane's weird half pass 6 people skills. CSAS KISS ME ANAL HOLE.

OH MY GAWD. I absolutely love the piano chords that Antheas written for the lullaby!! I was addicted to it. Now I just need Bryan to write the guitar chords.

Song of the day: Take My Hand by The Cab and Hey Monday
Now take my hand and we will run away!




Tuesday, May 5, 2009

"I'm the whisper in the wind, I'm your imaginary friend."

I hear some violent objections to my new style of writing blog posts. Hahaha! Whats wrong? Like it when I start shutting you people out? *GRINS* Kidding!

NO LUH, blame my CSAS homework, its total rubbish lorZzZz. Waste my time, she never do also.

Decided to cancel happy hour, due to some UNFORSEEN events. Im sure you people would enjoy a craptastic poem rather than a 10 word post no, ELIZER?

You're the disease Im infected with

Dont wanna wake up without you,
Because I've got the love-sick flu,
Dont wanna dream without you,
Our time has long been overdued.

We've been living apart for too long,
In your arms is where I belong,
Because I loved you all along,
This feeling's just too strong.

Baby love for you flows in my veins,
When all's said and done, my love remains,
Waiting for you to ignite the flames,
And then Queen of my heart will reign.

You are the beat in my little heart,
See why we can never be apart,
My love is a vein I cannot shut,
I cant 'cause my heart needs the blood.

When my stubby fingers wingle,
I feel many little tingles,
That's when I feel you, little girl,
Cause you're always in my world.

Im sick of you baby...

Song of the day: I'm Already There by Westlife
I'm already there, take a look around...




Monday, May 4, 2009

"Your hero when you need me, to be your one and only."

Happy hour starts in 24 hours.
(Hesitate again, count down with me)

Song of the day: Homecoming by Hey Monday
Im coming home, did you take off when I was gone... I missed you.




Sunday, May 3, 2009

"You set my world on fire."

IM HAPPY TODAY. IM HAPPY TODAY. IM HAPPY TODAY.
(That's all you fools need to know, good mood)

I'll be waiting with my ridiculous alibi.

Song of the day: She Is The Sunlight by Trading Yesterday
If right is leaving, I'd rather be wrong... (LB - Lyrical Brilliance)