I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, February 21, 2009

WHOA. Nice day! Actually... rockin' day! Went fo bryan's gig.

Bryan's band isnt half bad, and the bassist is....okay lets just say, I couldnt decide what was sexier, her in heels playing a guitar or her in a black outfit rockin' with the guitar. Its safe to say I was just marvelling at her while they rocked.

Drummer's hot too!! In a geekish way.

Im deaf in my left ear. Sweet cup of corn, we settled in front of the FRIGGIN' SPEAKERS! *claps hand*


Okay! I honestly havent touched HPI, MATHS and CELLB. I aim to do that so the fastest thing for me to please you people would be pictures! I mean, I need to think for writing.

And BMIC was surprisingly not that hard. Shit, I practically memorised that thick stack of shit. Then these kinda question comes out! OMG. Fuckin' pissed can.
Okay okay pictures. Enjoy. Buddies and I(not in 99% of the pics) having fun!

My heart shaped Jellybean(:

Anthea looks like shes in pain.
REALLY WEIRD PICTURES OF MY MALE CHUM BUDS!
(not for the weak hearted and those above 70)
Tell me that isnt gay. Hahahaha!!


Oh my gawd. I'll be les for "HER" HAHAHAHA!
Are you turned on yet? Look RIGHT. (no? the next one will turn you on)
Oh this is microORGASMIC.
END OF WEIRD PICS.
Anthea's face is PRICELESS.
OMG! This was dam hilarious! Both of them doing the robot sort thingy! FRICKIN' FUNNY. The pic's bit blur cause I was laughing my ass off while taking it.
Auschwitz Concentration camp is to Jews as Exam hall is to TP students

CIAO! HPI now! Tomorrow I wont be able to study!(:

God, please keep her safe from harm.




Friday, February 20, 2009

Agony. Pain. Torment. A cycle I was put through, for a good SEVEN HOURS straight. From 3 to 10pm.

Enter my head for a while.

A sharp pain ran through me as I stared down at a report. I couldnt believe what I was reading. I dont believe it. I was numb. I kept telling myself, "No. No. No. This cant be it. Im reading someone else's report." The report was so clear to me, because the scientific terms used in it, I frivolously threw them around in school, I knew fully well what it meant. This person had...

Hokay, exit please.

I got daddy to rush me to the hospital after dropping mummy. Chill buddies! Mummy's FINE. Its him Im dead worried for. God, if I lose this person, I dont know what I'll do.

Sitting and waiting for 7hours is not FUNNY! Especially when the person who I love is involved. No he aint my family member.

I was in a totally foul mood, when daddy came to fetch me at 10+ and asked me a coupla innocent questions, I flared up at him. Daddy's little girl has daddy's temper.

Anyway, today should be a nice day. Whatever measly little time I saw her for, it was good enough to keep me from strangling the nurse.

CIAO! Im dead tired, I spent my friday night in the hospital. Gawd the things I'd do for the people I love are, beyond even my imagination.

God, please keep her safe from harm, away from what happen to him. Please.




Thursday, February 19, 2009

Enter my head for awhile. Otherwise you wont understand what Im saying.

I want to talk to her now. I need to hear her voice, it calms me down even when Im angry.
Music to my ears.

I told anthea this but I'll let yall into my world for a bit. Everytime she's around me, yeah, my heart pumps fast, but the crazy thing is EVERYTHING is totally calm. Its like she totally manipulates my emotions. I ne....

Hokay! Please exit my head now.

Dismal. My TWO HOUR toiletbreak. Sadly I couldnt escape my cubicle fast enough and got dragged back to studying. A lame short dude can beat me at escaping a toilet cubicle. Jane, thats pathetic.

I friggin' drooled and slept on my friggin' bmic toiletpaper...I mean notes. For like 3 hours, I got pulp in exchange for this wonderful-herless-dream slumber.

Anyway, I needed some incentive to study thus, I rewarded my childish self by letting me watch V FOR VENDETTA. I've watched it a grand total of 36 times(no kidding), and counting.

Omg. My favourite movie. Speaks of truth, freedom and rights. And oh my does HUGO-40+SEXY-WEAVING have a sexy voice. I love the lesbian part best. HAHAHAHA!

Beyonce - Halo. OMG. Addickted to this cow-bangerific song! Yes, it'll give you people microorgasms while revising on microorganisms.

As much as I want tomorrow to come, I dont want it to. Room16/17 gets a preview of my out off bed head because I cant wear miley's-friggin-smelly-cap during the paper.

I know anthea and bryan are looking forward to tomorrow for the free-popcorn-not-provided show no? HAHAHAHA! *inside joke*

Hokay enough of inside jokes and this is a really friggin long post. Oh wells, I just snipped my friggin' beautiful nails off, so I type faster than you getting microorgasms.

CIAO! Me and me Bmic notes need some quality time *takes out shredding machine*

"Baby I can see your halo. Your my saving grace."

God please keep her safe from harm.




Wednesday, February 18, 2009

BMIC was bullshit. Absurd. Aside from the lack of her. Today was pretty nice. Hahaha!

SupposED to study with anthea but we ended up TALKING ALOT. LOL!! She taught me to be MORE SENSITIVE. Amazing, I know. *digs out Anthea's Emotional guide 101 notes*

I have to learn to listen, learn to be more emotional, and more sensitive. Omg I cant believe I did that to her! SHIT!! I feel like shit now.

How can you protect someone when you are the one hurting them.

This is my song to her. "Us against the world" by Christina Milian. I'd stand with you, no matter what they say/think/fart.

I know yall love youtube, so do I. Go watch 'Rin on the Rox "how to touch a girl"'...ERIN IS BLOODY HILARIOUS! Erin is hot too. HAHAHA!

ONE MORE THING PEOPLE. Oh my gawd! MSN. If I put AWAY I really am AWAY. Dont talk to me and expect me to reply when Im AWAY. Hahahaha! You people are hilarious.

CIAO! I cant stop looking everytime I start, I lose myself.

God please keep her safe from harm.




Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Little things you do make my day.

Yup once again, she makes my day, not by laughing with me or talking to me or smiling at me. Simple things that most people would consider dismal.

Today I was a stalker. Hahaha! Sneaked into the lt she was in, and just stood there watching her talk to friends. Somehow I didnt want her attention, I just wanted to see her without her noticing. Its a fetish.

The most attractive people to me, are beautiful not pretty or hot or cute. Their charm shines from inside out. She is simply beautiful. Im childish not shallow, looks dont blind me.

Ooooooh my gawwwwwwd. BMIC is a killer. Daylight rapist. Mugger. Old folks swindler. Whatever names you can come up with, its it.

Prayed for everyone, foe or friend. Jane is practising "love your enemies as you'd love yourself" or something like that.

Lucky got a haircut. DAM. Short as hell. HAHAHAHA! She looks a bit like posh spice. HAHAHA just an ASIAN SPICE.

Oh yes! Seems like everyone likes to poke fun at my substandard spelling. I spelled, "Microorganism" as "MicroORGASM" *bangs head on the table* Its a freak ERROR. Poks, miley, bryan(ALL BOYS) keep poking fun at it. Along with anthea's needleboy.

CIAO! Its MICROORGANISM.

God please keep her safe from harm.




Monday, February 16, 2009

TAMED. My out of bed head! Cap = does wonders.

"Wah you look more chor lor(tomboy/rough/butch) with that hair!" - Poks

"Yeah you look like you just got out of bed." - lucky

"You need to get use to the out of bed head." - kopiso(anthea)

Tell me about it. Bryan, miley and yl&eunice all laughed. HAHAHA!!

Today was not bad. I know anthea was uh...HAVING a GREAT DAY?! HAHAA!!

Wrote this poem yesterday! I call it: Nothing more

Her voice is like a chyme,
All her words rhyme.
Everytime she speaks to me,
I smile to myself happily.

She doesnt know how much I need her,
She doesnt know how much I want her,
She doesnt know how much I miss her,
I just want to be her power ranger.

In your arms I will be,
You let me break free.
There will be no misery,
Because your in my memory.

You dont know how much I need you,
You dont know how much I want you,
You dont know how much I miss you ,
I want you to be true.

I dont like free falling,
But for you I’d do anything.
Keep you safe from harm,
I cant resist your charm.

CIAO! I have no idea what to study. Hahaha! Hope everyone enjoyed their day!

God please keep her safe from harm.




Sunday, February 15, 2009

As much as I detest my weird out of bed head. I detest studying. Ugh.

Something I found rather funny.

Awhile ago, this piece of paper meant a lot to me but now its my cold cup of drink's holder. That piece of paper is... MY CSAS PRESENTATION! LOL!!

OH! Funny!! Vday was like yesterday, anthea and I went to do some last minute shopping on fri. Stores stuff all said "I love you very much" and I was like "Eh I want one that says 'I love you too much' how come dont have?!" then the shopkeeper gave me this shock look. WHAT? HAHAHA!!

Okay okay I better start studying. Havent touched Hpi, cellb and maths. Bmic is...well uh...bmic is bmic. HAHAHA!!

Hopefully I'll see her tomorrow, hopefully. If I dont see her, then all I want is her to be safe.

God please keep her safe from harm.