I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Does it make a difference?

I wont be here tmr or the day after. So Im going to scratch the surface of my court case that I've debated with a debate team member. HE LOST HA! Ohkay yeah whatever Jane, get one with it.

Enjoy this piece, old man Jones wanted me to write about it.

Its been so long since I've been proud of things I've done, but it's all changed now. I am and always will be proud of myself, doesn't matter if the world looks at me with judgemental eyes, they just hatein' on somethin they cant get(: People and their judgemental eyes, always scrutinizing gays, lesbians and bi's as through their some sorta of alien spieces. Belittling and condescending them, us, we, just because of our preferences? Poks sent me an article on gay guys by T. wang. And it got me thinking(fo real), "Does it really change who we truely are inside? Does it change the way we treat people with kindness or compassion even if we were GLB(gay/les/bi)?"


Nope. It doesnt change a person that way, so then why does this society have a stereotypical thinking against it? GLB's are prettier, more handsome and more capable than most of the straight population! Now I'm not saying that my straight friends are worst or lower, I'm just saying dont judge people by what you see on the surface. But I can justify, my list of friends are considered by some, disgusting, because they consist of gays, lesbians and bi's. Lemme shed some light on you my friend, GLB's are far more fun to be around why? Because their not afraid to be who they are, so much so that their proud of themselves! They dont need to live up to the standards of society because they've seen pass it, seen through it, and they've created a world entirely their own. They've accepted who they are. Their happy with where they are even if it were in straight standards(hit rock bottom), and I'm starting to wonder, why I ever took the straight's sides before, now I see its just a whole load of bafoony! Being gay dont mean your loserific, it dont mean your stupider, it dont mean that your gonna lose out at sports, it dont mean anything, it's just a label, a label that gives straight people the parogative to stereotype against.


I've got a friend who gets 6 points for olvls, bubbly, and fucking fun to hang out with, having leadership positions, maintain a stable relationship with her love and friends, she can walk around proudly with her girlfriend and not to mention she never fails to burn me. I've also got a friend, he's more artistic then any straight guy, he's got a kinder-heart, he's more fun to be with then with a straight guy, when all they think about is trying to impress you. Dont try to impress because that just turns me off even more, if I'm with you, I'm already impressed by you thats why I bother to hang with you, otherwise you wouldnt be on my humongdar(Jane's human existence radar) not to mention hes got nicer taste in music than most straight guys who only listen to NOISE, onna whole, I believe gay guys are more refined then most straights. Likka friend once said "Straight guys are boring, now gay guys, they are my new love! So fun to be with!" Kudos to that! I feel a strong sense of pride for them, even though my religion, family and conscience goes against it. God understands that, He created love and everything about it, so who are we to pass our judgemental views upon it? Being a gay or les or bi, doesnt make a difference, there's still the word love in it, we still care for each other, there is no perfect love, there is no perfect harmony, there is no such thing as perfection, it is only how we want to see it. Love him or love her, why not just love them? We are all humans, we've got a heart, and does it matter who takes it away? Nope, if you let something so simple get in the way of happiness, you might as well dont look for it in the first place. Happiness can be found in even the most unexpected places, that I've learnt and I've learn it well.


I have a new found respect for them, us, we. So what if the person's gay? Your not gonna be his/er friend just because of that? Thats dumb, trust me, I know dumb real well. Well all I have to say is, your gonna miss out on a life time of fun. I've got gay friends that look better than striaght people, I've got lesbian friends more kind hearted and prettier than most bitches out there, I've got Bi friends funnier than life itself. Yet people judge them before they get to know them, fortunately, I didnt make that mistake, "If you judge someone, you wont have time to love them."- Mother Theresa. So I've given everyone chance(s) to be my friend, but there are certain few that run on my kind-heartedness and test it. I wasnt defeated, I killed those people's huge egos, just like I'll kill anyone's pride/ego/self-esteem/self confidence if they cross my THICK line and start getting my on nerves. She deserved it, those of you who know her, send her my "love", shove it up ya pie hole you motherfucking biatch!(: Like Janey and Jane says "Thanks bitch, you taught me a lot."


CHEERS TO ALL GAYS, LESBIANS, BISEXUALS AND STRAIGHTS!

You make my world, really really I dont wanna change any of you why? Because you've been in my friend's list for many reasons(:


Janey, city tall ah. RRRReally ah? city tall? And Janey embarrassed herself and me ytd. She gave up her sit to a NON-PREGNANT WOMAN. HAHAHAH and I followed thinking 'um janey, why you getting you? she aint preggers' HAHAHAHHA! And we took a train from bugis(meet lanzy) to cityhall...1 stop and i swear SOMEONE FARTED on the train!! So i said "omg. i smell fart. Someone farted." quite loud... HAHAHAH!




Ps. MOOSE MOOSE MOOOOOOSE. hahaha! Know me better through this? Thats my thinking on this issue.