I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Tushay

I came across something, that was a very uber duper long to read but it intrigued me. What made sense was this sentence, "If you keep pushing them away everytime they try, one day they wont be coming back."


For some odd reason, I understood what the writer was saying. Yes, I reread her tale more than the number of fingers a normal human got. Its just like my gut's reasoning, the more I think about them, the more they make sense.

Matt, DO YOU REALISE HOW SHORT MY POSTS ARE. I CANT KEEP WRITING EVERYDAY?! LOL!! I've got nothing to write about! *fakes death while typing*

This is not for you love, yours is below.

"I've acted very nonchalant about you, but this shit has gotta stop! If you want to be on my mind for retard shits, well congrats, you made it onto the wall of fucking FAME! Go throw your confetti somewhere else. You know, many of our friends have asked that I give some closure to this whole shebang. But man do you love to hate me, so this is my closure to you dickweed. Get over yourself, I really did pick her over you and I will gladly do it again. I cant believe you are so stubborn. Tushay."

Yours is still a lil further down babe.

*switches mind off the topic. Jane's smiling to herself now. LOL!*

Ps. Le francais que vous dites? Ici vous allez l'amour. Le millier et une choses courent par mon esprit, et je veux vous dire qu'ils sont. Mais ce sera trop longtemps si je le resumerai pour vous quand je vous vois mardi.

If this doesnt make sense, dont blame me!! 1year of french class didnt help me french! HAHAHAHAHHA!




Friday, October 24, 2008
Drained.

*rubs eyes* The rhythm of my day seems to be "rush for this, rush for that" Jane doesnt like to rush, I like to stroll into my classes, lectures, yaderyader.

I dont like my Japanese tutorial class, it contains: haolian bengs, noisy shits and cheena piang lians. But the good thing is, Linette's innit and made a new friend whose name I cant remember.


Didnt drink today. I didnt feel like drinking. Somehow I feel so calm, and its not that I have nothing on my mind to worry about. This can't be the feeling of giving up. It can't be. I cant describe or pen it down.


I feel so tired. Not emotional, not physically, not mentally or spiritually. Or, I cant decide. I've never felt this before. Its defo not mood swings, Im still happy inside, I just cant express it! Why does everything seems so superficial, lacking depth?


DONT GET ME WRONG. I'm happy but not 100% happy, I dont expect anyone to be so Im not. Maybe all I need is a good night's rest. Things that are not important to me are taking more energy from me than the things that are important to me.



DESERT RUNWAY!

Anthea&poks desert
Ma desert was filled with finger lickin' good balls(:
Lucky's was a MOUNTAIN, when she finished it was negative ground zero!!


Ps. *mumbles to self* cheater of me genuine concern feeling fo yo well being luh! HAHAHAAHAH! I still feel likka kid being robbed of my candy!!

Estoy haciendo demasiado poco? Yo no sé qué hacer, por favor dígame(:




Thursday, October 23, 2008
No lifers.

Japanese, my new challenge. Jeez, the syllabus is like - presentation, presentation and more presentation. What did I sign up fo? Public speaking? *mumbles*

I HAVE A LIFE!! omg. Does Jane look like the kind of person who is extremely hard working and enthu bout community service? *grumbles* Stupid questions dont merit answers.

Im drop dead tired, Imma grouch and I've only got one thing I deem important on my mind.

Why do people insult other people? Please tell me, this I am enthu on learning.

Jealousy, an emotion I was taught from young, never to be affected by nor use on people. Unlike some parents, my parents taught me never to hurt people by using such a sordid method. It is shameless if someone were to use it against a friend. I dont blame the child, I blame the parents, for poor, no-value-added-to-society up bringing, the society I live in is being brought down by worthless morons. If he was my child, he'd be disowned as I will be too disgraced to face the world.

Ps. Si yo fuera un imbecil, me han dejado en la taza del bano. Gracias a Dios no soy un imbecil, yo nunca me perdonara. Te amo monstruo.




Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Baby we're invincible

Not for you, yours is below love(:

Your spoiling my day, you should stop before I really give up on you.

God, please give me the patience to see this through(fo sentence abv), Im wary and fading quickly. Give me the strength to face this mistake, I ask of you to pardon what I've done. Its wearing me thin to my bones and I dont think its worth my time getting angry over. Please take this problem from me.


Ps. Espero que usted se sienta mejor y espero no anadir a la lista de annoyance(LOL). Ha sido demasiado tiempo desde que he dicho te amo a usted. Te quiero mucho.

You can forget the whole chunck, just dont forget the last 3 words(:




Tuesday, October 21, 2008
HEY MAN. THAT AINT NICE(:

"SAYING" of the day and prolly week -

"Its only funny until someone gets hurt, then its hilarious." HOLLAY SHIT. I HOLD TRUE TO THIS SENTENCE.

DimSum wasnt that nice. In fact I think the standard dropped since Ive been there.

Yes, I show up to DinC, JuiWei and Joshua are in ma class!! WOO! Cool man. Yeah so I got there only to be told that theres no tutorial. MMHMM. I had to kill time. Machum no needa go school luh!! NBCBBTF.

Talked to my senior fo awhile, went to the library. What I found totally amazing was, this girl came up to me in the library and asked "hey do you know how to make a rose?! Can you help me make one?!" Wait. Why would you ask a total stranger that? Oh well, just made it for her.

Waited fo sexy's tutorial to end and I noticed something. Why are so many people buying textbooks?! Omg. Makes me wanna buy em too): *cough* nerd *cough*

I talked to a person I didnt respect. Sexy would know how I sound cause she was sitting in fronna me. Totally analrified. C'mon man! I cant stand this fool anymore than I can stand LIPIDS.

Crashed french. Subject is hilarious. Its super fucking dirty too! "Ugh". Its either one or the, cant remember. Shit. I aint even taking the dam subject and I was scribbling down notes likka geek.

Note: French, you either need a skillful nose or a fuck load of phlegm. Pffffffffffft.



Sherrie the Canadian Senior went to Canada. HAHAHAH! Holyshit, HongKong should come up with "HongKongers droppings", its prolly gonna stink of chuo tou fu.

Keep them away and they will be kept away.

Ps. Are you still waiting for lianz? HAHAHAHAH! Oh someone's got a reason to pms now? *cross fingers* please please not me not meeee. LOL!




Monday, October 20, 2008
I CAME OUT ALIVE!

JANE SURVIVED THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!! RAWR!!

Im happy, cause I got to see faces I havent seen in awhile! WOOO! Bryan's nerd hair, miley's "oh neuuu", and my 3 buddies :D

Thou I saw a moron I've been dreading to see, I looked King Moron in the eyes this morning. mmhmm, that I did alright. Even without my specs, they were cold. Jeez, and to think I actually didnt frown and roll my eyes while walking outta the LT door.

DIMSUM TOMORROW!...thou I have school. Kudos.

Anthea: What I said this evening, I said in honesty's place. There are times when I wanna go "@#^$%^&$#%@$%#$" and there are also times I just wanna laugh(: *crowd goes "WHOOO GO JANE!"*

Janey: Yes, everyone knows I have feelings too. And stop asking LANZY to kick my chair!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Maths leh!! Must "pay attention".

Keep them close, and they will be kept close.

Ps. Its rather tempting to eat all em tictacs up...but its SACRED. Thou shant touch whats holy. LOL! *shrugs* too bad fo mos. They aint earning yo moneh. HAHAHAH!




Sunday, October 19, 2008
Boy do you have issues alright.

Jane saw 2 indian guys going at it in public. Jane's officially blind. Jane doesnt mind seeing people go at it. But two indian guys going at each other's weiners? HELL NO MAN HELL NO.

Katong is my new retro hang out place with floor rug.

DINNER DINNER WITH THE OLD FOLKS.

Oliv Cafe!! WHAT HAPPEN TO MY CHICKEN TERIYAKI?! FUCKING HELL! IM BOYCOTTING YOU MAN! Cancel my fav dish off yo menu!!! *flares up at a no-chicken-teriyaki-menu and mumbles something*

Astons + Oliv Cafe + MeiYuen wanton mee + laksa + Wahiro + Hanabi + Hong Kong Cafe + Chu chek ba kut teh = MY SECOND HOME. Plus walking around katong is fun + parkway parade.


SCHOOL STARTS TMR.

Theres always silence before the storm. Cant wait for friday. DRINKS ON ... HELLA NOT ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!


I'll tell you if I survive tomorrow. If I dont, I will my moneh to my parents, I will my rubbish to lanzy(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!), I will my cheezer collection to Janey, I will my organs to needy patients and lastly, I will my soul to God.


Ps. TMR. HUH? Grab SUNBUNS? HM? YES? OH OKAY SURE NO PROBLEM! :D twinkie twinkie twinkie twinkie monster, I shall stalk you, tomorrow. Til then *evil grin*