I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, December 20, 2008

WAFFLE MONSTER

Its funny how when I post something on my blog, so many people think its them Im targetting. Hahahaha! Silly bums.

My pervious two postings were to my japanese fucker friend. Hahaha! So its not to you, your a silly bum that makes me smile. Why would I be angry at you hm?

For the first time in years, I wore the ring. Hahaha! Ever since it was given back to me likka month plus ago, I gave it to ley to help me safe guard it, though thats not a very safe thing considering he's lost a lot of my stuff. Hahahaha!

Hmmm...forgot how my hand looked with it on. Cept Im like 2 shades darker, than me old pale skin. One thing bad about getting a tan and a mosquito bite at the same time, its FUCKING OBVIOUS, even a blind person can see!

Oh be damned. Christmas presents. Hahahaha! Well 7 down, 6 to go, Christmas' 5 days away. Well a lucky someone is gonna get Teletubbies REMIX as their Christmas present. Can you believe it?! Shit, I found it in one corner of the dvd shop, *scratch head* hmmm I wonder why. Hahahahaha!

Im too fucking lazy to cough out another poem fo yall who wanna read them. Gimme a box of smarties and I'll write HA! But I seriously doubt my poems are of any good yo. Seriously. Jane and poems dont go in the same sentence.

Okay enough shut up.

That look in your eyes when you smile. That's perfection at its best.




It is fascinating to me, why people do the things they do. Hahahaha! Im bemused.

Decisions made on impulse, judgements based on bias thinking, and said things just cause their butts were itchy. Besides that, see how fast someone can destroy something important to them.

No one ever misses something til you lose it. I dont like to put myself in that kinda situation. Should I be forced to live without something or someone, I'll do it in my stride.

I aint a fucking yellow pages, only when you "feel" like it, you find me to have fun, if I dont "feel" like it, you give half assed answers or better yet ignore me.

It did fucking hurt like hell, just so you know. You cant hurt me anymore, because you killed the only thing that makes me feel pain, my heart. Hahahaha!

You are pathetic. Trying to break me with words from a weakling? Hahahaha! If I were serious, I'd have taken that personally. Hahahaha! Dont taunt me like that. I blush. HAHAHHAHAHA!

Pride comes before the fall. You of all people should know that. You've seen so many people rise and fall, your age counts for nothing. Older than me? So? Hahahaha! You make me think that older people are wimps.

Adios Motherfuck!

Ps. My REAL post will come later. This is to a motherfuck that should grow the fuck outta be a fucking weakling and hiding behind your lil facade. Its all Jane baby...all Jane. I dont need to hide behind people and excuses.




Friday, December 19, 2008

What is today? Break your left arm day?

Jane saw like 3 people with their left arm in one of them shoulder strap thingy. Coincidence? Highly unlikely but I'll go with the odds. *acts like Sherlock Holmes* Okay enough shut up.

Gotta nice tan today, not burnt nor under-cooked, just right. Perfect. Wanna look toasty for Christmas. Oh best thing is: MANFRED AND ANTHEA's FACES GOT BURNT. JANE's FACE IS BRONZE.

Keep laughing. Go on. I jolly well am. hahaha *sniggers and runs away before either of them come*

"Beauty holds no reign over you."

Each time I look,
you keep getting better and better,
This time Im hooked,
I melt like butter.

Your honest smile,
keeps me breathless,
Unlike superficial smiles,
But I couldnt care less.

You are no ordinary beauty,
for your beauty is royalty.
Incomparable and unparallelled,
I am compelled.

Driven by pure madness,
Odds are limitless,
No room for carelessness,
I wait for your caress.

Yesterdat was F.U.N.

I want Janson's eyes dammit! Either way, Im darker than him. HURHUR. Made a coupla new friends. Rashidah and I are gonna be BEST FRIENDS *GRINS* Hahahahah! Its an inside joke, ha ha, okay shut up not funny.

Okay, cant remember much now, brain burnt. But if I do remember anything Imma just add it on later. Til then or never again.....

Continue... I finally found something to talk about. Hahaha! Fuck up.

So the lian finally realizes that her dardar has been playin' with her feelings. Open your fucking eyes. And they say my eyes were small PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT. Gawd. Well I see through lies quite quickly, well whatever yeah? Hahaha! Like I take you seriously anymore?

Glare...continue to glare, glare your life away. Hahaha! Now your dardar is nowhere. Omg. I have to stop rhyming me life away.

People seem to like to lie to me. Hahaha! Its funny how they think they can pull a fast one and think blur oh Jane wont know. Hahaha! Its alright, I dont mind because its a person whose words doesnt mean much to me.

I dont need to hear your explaination, it might be another lie coughed out into my face. Silence is golden. As far as Im concern...shit wait...Im not concerned. Hahahaha!

I'd play you, "Don't speak liar" by We the kings, "All downhill from here" by New found glory, "It ends tonight" by All American rejects. Listen to the lyrics' and learn it well, because tonight, I severed the last damn thing tying me to you. Hahahahahaha!

Adios Motherfuck!

Not you nor you nor you.




Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Whoop-dee-doo

Woke up at 3:45pm. Sound sweet to yall? OF COURSE. Now thats what I meant when I said recharge me battery.

Tomorrow is gonna be a fucking long day and me body's prolly gonna ache. Stupid Ubin Race. Fucking waste of time. I swear I am this close (thumb here)l----l(index finger here) to quitting GIG.

In my point of view, I've wasted far too much of my life on this stupid CCA.

I went to pay a visit to picodick's dardar's blog. GAWD. Its either my english is horrible or hers is. Please enjoy this snippet(I have to reread this like 3 times to understand her):

CAUTION WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ DID NOT I REPEAT, DID NOT COME FROM ME.

"im jus lyk a maid cum passerby A @hm.. watever la.. i doesnt wan 2 care any of ur liao.. ur wan listen 2 tt wat-so-ever ah peh rite? go lor.. he so powerful rite? ask him gif ur $$ n tt dumb ass a smart brain lor.. n if he reali done tt..."

Then again, makes me wonder how on earth did Cambridge pass her english. Gawd. If I were a teacher, with that kinda standard of english, I wouldnt let her leave kindergarden.

Lesleyyyyy...fucking hell. Your making me miss.........more! FUCK YOU and your choir voice. Stop singing that song to me, I wanna close my eyes and see ........ smiling at me again.

For other matters, I am dying.

Inside.

Wadda load of bull. Or at least thats what Im telling myself. Okay shut up, Im going to throw a tantrum like my bunny.

Okay. Nothing much happened today, or at least, I dont wanna tell you fools. Hokay! Ciao.




Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I thoroughly enjoyed today! *prances around, trips over soft toy, falls, bangs head on the door and falls asleep on the floor*

Jane is fucking tired not from fucking but from laughing likka broken recorder. Lanzy and Janey cracks me up every single time Im with them. These two fool-offa-tooks, I will never let them fall from grace.

Talked bout Christmas Par-tay. I got scolded for something that's happening on the same day. HAHAHA! Oh wells *shrugs* I keep to my words.

Lunched at ikea! Whooo but no chicken leg shit. Gawddammit. Ate some rather nice pasta with chicken wings. We ordered like frickin' 6+2 oh 8 chicken wings! Not to mention we already had our own dishes and SOUP!

Omg. I FELT DRUNK ON CHICKEN WINGS. okay wait I dunno how being drunk feels like, I am still fucking level headed.

I used a mountain of tissues to eat chicken wings. Evidence:


Janey wants to buy 90cent toys for everyone...for Christmas. HAHAHAHA!

I plan to cancel everything tomorrow for the simple reason, I need to recharge me battery! Gawd. I cant go Ubin like this, half-dead-mindfucked-blur-toot-zombie.

Glad your back from your little road trip, safe and in one piece.

Your smile runs through my mind,
something so hard to find.
I promised to look away,
not knowing what to say.

You'r deliciously replusive,
but I will not be impulsive.
I promised to stay at bay,
hoping it will fade away.

Your scent's so sweet,
something I want to eat.
I promised not to touch,
but this feeling wont barge.

Oh my gawd. I just spat that out, through a random thought. It makes some sense I guess. *scrolls up* Oooh Ms Chenny will be so proud of her rebellious lil Jane writing poems. *crowd goes "awwwww"* Okay enough shut up.

Everything about you draws me in, tempting really. But no. I shut my eyes, double cross my fingers, I botox my mouth muscles so I wont smile, cant take it anymore. I wanna eat you up, so I wont have to suffer like this.

LES-FUCKING-LEY stop your camp camp shit already luhhh!! Fucking wanna talk to you!! You motherfuck! HAHAHA Im just kidding dude. I got miley/anthea to talk to... HURHUR.

Oooh tomorrow. Present making, wrapping, whatever.




Monday, December 15, 2008

Whoo. I woke up late today to meet the dudes. Phew.

How is it possible for me to BE LATE. *shrugs* Well, shit happens.

*yawn*

Japo project was not bad....nick was as usual, freakin enthu, it freaked me out. And omg. I saw MrSerious SMILE today. Holy shit. Thats a first. Okay shut up it'll get boring if I continue talking about it.

"Oi what the fuck. Are the people behind us having sex or something?!" grumbles Kailan Thomas.

Apprently these two girls were sitting behind lanzy and I, kicking on lanzy's seat. OMG. I was La-Mao-ing at her reaction. Cause she'd go "TSK fuck la!" and start fidgetting in the seat next to me.

Watched Twilight again. The plot isnt as thick as the book but I watch it for Alice Cullen. Gawd she gets hotter the more I watch. She can suck my blood alright. Uh huh. *yawn* On ward march zombies!

Tomorrow will be made by a gay guy talking about ubin race which only 20 odd people sign up for. Bullocks. No fucking life.

Gay guy, hence the gag reflex.

Fucking inefficent way of spending my time.

For ley:
No one is un-lovable. Everyone deserves to be loved and love. But dont take advice from me buddy, I listened to people's past and I look at my own. Dont get too befuddled by the happiness of love, you also gotta understand that its another human your dealing with, not a block of wood.

But a friend once told me(it made me think so you should listen), "When a person doesn't love you the way you want to be loved, doesn't mean the person doesn't love you." I've come to understand that line very well.

Not for ley anymore.

HAHAHAHAHAH! Oops? My bloody ears seem to be addickted to "Leave out all the rest" by Linkin Park. The more I listen, the more I like the song, the more I understand it, thus the more I listen to it. Weird shit eh?

Go have a listen to "An Epiphany" by The send on YouTube. Fucking nice. "Through the fire and flames" by Dragonforce is the shit too.

Lastly, hope your enjoying your roadtrip(:




Sunday, December 14, 2008

Im pathetic today, I seem almost drained from doing nothing.


Went to bed pissed off at a hypocrit, woke up feeling rather happy.
A dream, of which I have no recollection of, totally.

Jeez, Im not looking forward to next week. Monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, all taken by people. Sunday's for me alone to get striaght wid tha Lord.

Cheers miley! *hand you a bottle of whatachmacall'em* I am truely happy for you, you stupid asshole. HAHAHAHAHA! Hold on to her tight oh? *grins*

Now, I've congratulated the worthy, told off the unworthy and said my prays of forgiveness.

My heart, mind and I can enjoy the Christmas-y season. Cept no snow.

Jane's Christmas list *prances around with my bucket of endless confetti, throwing confetti of course* This list is what I want, Imma just let you people know the top 5.

1. Happiness to the people that surround me. You assholes make my world and my world is made of assholes.

2. Hope your road trip will be nice.

3. Something I want.

4. GIVE PRESENTS! Best part of Christmas is the season of giving!! Which only meanss...SHOPPING!

5. Spend time with me familia.

Hokay, share the joy share the joy.

Pictures of our drinking escapade!

I was forced into drinking. Brownie's honour! HAHAHA!

Candid shot: miley face *priceless*
I see a slut in the middle wearing black, frenching the air.
That is so not me. I was at home!! OI! Call police now!
Stupid POSER. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! oh shit. Dont read this please.
Can you believe this! Eunice got something from BILLY BOOBERS! omg. Im jealous. PFFT HAHAHA!!