I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, July 18, 2009

"The heart will not lie, even though the face will try."

I know I said I wasn't going out today. But my parents dragged me(literally, sympathy sake) out of the house for dinner because they claim I spent too much time at home. Shows you how much they notice my presence right? Hahaha!

Hang out with pig til evening, while sitting around tanning(without sun, now that's a tanning session worth waiting for right?) we talked, as we always.

She suddenly say, "Mianbao can you just get back with your girlfriend or find some other girlfriend so we can go out and eat you know, sheryl and her bf, nana and me, you and her!" Wah I didn't know I needed a girlfriend/boyfriend to eat dinner with you! ):

Seriously. If I ask any of my exes to get back together right, I think they'll just strangle me while screaming at me and stab my ass with a blunt rusty fork. Hahahahaha! Ouch, imagine if they missed *gasp* I won't shit right for life man.


Ex(Homer), Me(Bart) - well you get the point?

My ant bite wound is not healing! POTENTIAL NECROSIS ALERT! It's red, inflammating, pain but not smelly. Oohkay geek, please don't start on Fpath.

Wouldn't it be something. After I die and get to the Gates of St Peter and he asks me how I died, "Oh an ant bite me. It's complicated, don't ask.", bloody hell, he'll just LOL in my face.

Oooh. Poem. Hahahaha! I kinda got tired of refining, so the back part may sound a little off. The last one & half stanza's are like RAW donuts, the front two are sugar glazed. Hungry someone?

Can't Explain What I Don't Understand

I wanna hear your voice again,
But this time without the pain,
Baby, you don't have to explain,
I just want to hear you call my name.

When you whishper into my ear,
Your beautiful voice is all I hear.
Baby you know you're my worst fear,
I don't want you to disappear.

She's the angel in my dreams,
I really wonder what she thinks.
I don't really care what she says,
I'll still love her anyways.

Maybe one day she'll stop this madness,
And be my little princess...

Song of the day: Drowning By Backstreet Boys
I swear this was one of the nicer sound qualities, the video is uhhh...can't help it?



You know you got the power,
To make me weak inside,
Girl you leave me breatheless,
But it's okay cause you are my survival.

Only you can save me, oh can't you see




Friday, July 17, 2009

"Happiness can be found in your presence, do you believe me?"

Unnaturally happy today someone? Hahaha! Shut up man. It's just many many many coincidences! Bryan shut up! Stop trying to make me admit it...PSSHHH!

Ohhhhh school should end at 1pm everyday. I "dressed" up for today's party with the clique, in the end, the guest of honored ditched. What the hell man. Sucha let down. I brought imaginary balloons and drinks!

Isn't it pretty? *frolics around* Oh stop it Jane. You are not getting an iPhone. I need to freeze my ATM card in a block of ice like Becky B.

I hate talking on the phone with PIG. "Motherfucker of the Universe!" only one person will greet me like this, pig, but it makes me laugh-out-loud everytime, though I'm being called a Motherbangala of Sri Lanka. (Sri Lanka isn't my universe)

We talked crapped around. Sheryl my heart goes out to you, he is an asshole. I was serious about asking my daddy to look him up in the army. Hahaha! That kid really needs Jesus. And I really need Barley.

OH MY GAWD. I was looking at my older post. 12 line paragraphs? *jaw drops* Seriously. Some stuff I had to look away and SMILE to myself then my DADDY was behind me. WAH Paiseh like hell. Excuse me while I go die.



Poem time! Hahaha! Tomorrow. I haven't refined it. Haven't really completed it anyway.

Song of the day: Tell Me Everything by Just Surrender



Tell me everything will be alright,
Close your eyes and dream of me tonight,
Tell me that you won't just fade away,
Cross my heart and hope to die tonight...




Thursday, July 16, 2009
act your age and not your show size.

"I'm calling your name out, if you can hear me now, the words I've never said aloud"

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE! *frolics around* The clique decided to go watch HP even though we are dead broke. Kudos.



Once again, directors manage to screw the book up. But I must say, David Yates stayed as close to the book as he hollywoodly could. Visually not bad, but they cut out nice parts!

OH MY GAWD. *bitchfits* Out of the $8.50 I paid, I'd say about $6 was worth it. The humour in the show has increased compared to the other 6. I won't spoil it for those who wanna watch it(:

Im still totally exciteddddd about tomorrow. Everyone in the clique's gonna thrash everything out! WHEE! Cat fight! Bitch fight! Fight fight fight!

I finished reading Chapter 7 Additional Pathways in Carbohydrate Metabolism(part1&2). I'm tired, slightly annoyed and blank.(yes, blank) That's not all, still got Chapter6 and 8. ku-bloody-dos.

I can't keep track with the thousand and one enzymes catalysing, synthesizing, phosphorylating, dephosphorylating and oxidising what shit. I just wasted 2 hours of my already shortened life.

*stabs self* My Barley stock ran out. *whines* Motherbangala of Sri Lanka!! UGH. Seriously, I can't study under harsh conditions(Jane you're totally ridiculous)

Going to turn in early. Rubbishly tired.

Song of the day: Always by Sum41



Now that I can feel,
Something I never thought was real,
I'll be with you always,
Know that all these words are true.

If you stay then I won't go, if you go then I'll always be there




Wednesday, July 15, 2009

"When you're not around, I just feel a little down."

Today, my whole being PROTESTED to dragging my ass out of bed. It was RAINING heavy, perfect for SLEEPING. And today the mood was very light hearted between everyone in the clique. And since they are happy, I'm rather happy. Simple little things make my day.

PFFFFFFFT. I can't stop laughing at myself. I took the quiz on facebook, "How old do you act?", my result was "I act like I'm 43" D8

*falls off my chair laughing* Yup, that's old enough to be Manfred's mother(inside joke between buddies), no I am not Manfred's mother. Ew no way!

One of the questions from another quiz was "Do you use vulgar language?", and the last answer was "I can't complete a sentence without saying the eff word". Tempting offer! But NOOO, Jane is no-no to using such crude languages. Hahaha!

I took the "The awesomeness test"! My results were "You're absofuckinglutely awesome!" *glimmering eyes* REALLY?!



YL and I have become chummier because we started talking on the way home! And we were joking about the weird dude on bus 10. I might take like 4 paragraphs to tell you about him, but I insist on y'all knowing.

A dude from ITE simei(bus10 passes there) sits on the seat with his back facing the aisle and he talks to himself/window and makes clapping noises. He sat on the other side to my right. Having seen him for the first time, I thought it was okay because the bus was relatively empty.

So, out of a sudden, he hops out of the cross-legged position onto the aisle, while these 3 Bedok South Sec(bodoh south LOL!) girls were deciding where to sit(typical girls). Then he was like "HELLO! I'm Eugene(or some name like that)!" and started waving vigorously.

Okay that one caught me by surprise. The girls also were deciding whether to ignore him, in the end they did anyway. Then he proceeded to sit IN FRONT OF ME. I already promised myself, if he turned around I'd ssssss.... HAHHAH!

No luh, if he turned around and went, "HI! Im Eugene!!" I'll repay his enthusiasm with mine, "HELLO! I'm Jane!!" Gosh, the next thing you know I'd be in woodbridge with him in the next cell. No luh, but my stop came.

Did I mention the TERRIFIED girl sitting in front of him was like taking nervous glances back to make sure he wasn't going to stab her or something. But my gut feeling that told me he was harmless. When it comes to my family, friends and my safety, my gut's flawless.

Song of the day: Why Have I Fallen In Love With You by DBSK(Tohosinki)
I love the beat and its in Jap! But it's very sad, I'm not emotional. For easy listening purposes.



I can't quote my favourite line because only word I really know in Jap is "shit". So yeah.




Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Does you know who you is?

"You say those words and my heart stops beating."

My life is totally boring, right now. Same boring routine. Gawd, life must be feeling Make-Jane-feel-totally-bored-out-of-her-wits.

Don't let the stoney exterior fool you. Gosh, I can't look away, can't secretly smile to myself because people will think I'm a perv, not that I'm one! Jane listen to the bunny.



Yes, I think I should.

I think I have achieved some sort of acknowledgement from myself for sitting down and reading my Topic5 MGEN notes(which, mind you, should have been done 2 weekends ago) on Replication and Synthesis of DNA.

Such drastic action was taken after going for Annette's tutorial and not understanding squat. Zilch. Zero. Nothing. Buck up Jane or run along and die.

Gawd, what the hell. Am I talking about school, notes and homework?! No way! That's like symptoms of Cranial Nerdivitis. No way! I'm not a nerd, I'm a subnerd.

Okay enough. What can I say, it's a boring day. *shrugs* OH MY GAWD. No MGEN lab? ): ): ): ): ): Jane totally not happy.

Song of the day: When You Say You Love Me by Josh Groban
He's not "gro-bun", it's "gro-bern". Anyway, I couldn't find a nice quality or rather I can't even find that song(and not a COVER of the song) on youtube. Go pirate the song(it's a suggestion).


You're where I belong,
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly,
For a moment in time.


when you say you love me
do you know how I love you




Monday, July 13, 2009
Next time I fall...

"Whoever thought a day gone so wrong would turn out so lovely, with you."

I just have to start of this post with a (: I'm grinning ear to ear. Picture that. *Perv siren goes off* No luh! NOT THAT WAY. Im just happy.

Somehow, I feel that my tutorials with Annette aren't so bright. After I open my MGEN lab test paper, the imagine of her hands around my neck and strangling me like a dead chicken's. Hope you have a vivid imagination.

Yup. The future isn't so bright from where Im sitting. But I believe in miracles, because a miracle is what I need to pass the paper. On second thought, I need something stronger, I need Annette Shoba to close both eyes and pass me.

Anyway, we walking into the Com Lab, I honestly DID NOT notice Johnson or his dardar in there. Blind spot? (Um Jane, blind spots don't occur right smack in the middle.) Shhhhh!

Shi Ning being a little stoned, drunk. She was like "huh what dar dung?" Then she shouted out like 10 times, "Dar dung where are you DAAAAR dung?!"

Hahahaha! Oh sweet and sour pork chops! I couldn't stop laughing. Im sorry! I really didn't say anything bad, I just couldn't help but laugh! It was seriously hilarious, even bunny agrees!



Cow dung? Dar dung? HAHAHAHAH! Oh I pictured a cow going MOOOOOO! All that dickless fag could do was glare at me as he walked out. Puss. Like I said, dickless faggot.

Oh something random. An ant bit me today! ): This is my first time getting bitten by an ant. Terrifying experience, I think I'm more afraid of getting bitten by an ant than Johnson.

Tomorrow, I can't wait. Even the sadistic side of me is hyped. Gonna have a nice LONG chat with EVERYONE. Lies, truths and everything in between will be forced out.

Song of the day: Again by Natasha Beddingfield
CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC SOUNDTRACK SONG! Along with my other fav, "It Takes Time To Love" by Trey Songz. I have to share the awesomeness.



So believe that for you, I'd do it all over again,
All I went through it led me to you,
So I'll do it all over again.

Even though the day went so wrong I wouldn't change a thing




Sunday, July 12, 2009
It's too late, I like you already! *scoffs*

"Patiently waiting for you to trip and fall into my arms."

I. Need. To. Stop. Going. Out. (For. Real.) My notes reading has a backlog, my tutorials- I haven't done any for 2 weeks.

I'm the next Einstein.

Something I feel extremely smart about, you know how when you sneeze, it's more "polite" to turn away. Well lil genius here, turned away(very polite) and sneezed into a fan blowing straight at her. Do take a moment to register the scene. *crickles cackle*



If I infect myself with Pig flu, I am going to... wait I can't kill myself. Goodness, Jane. You just dumbded yourself.

My house is full of things that I didn't know exist. Like Chrysanthemum(I spelt this without two dictionaries. Shuddup) flowers, weird tea leaves of ALL sorts. I just made me a cup of a every tea leaf I could get my hands on.

My mum's first reaction to my latest concoction was "Eh dont waste my tea leaves!" HAHAHAH! Eeehhhh... its not wasting lorz! I'll drink it, maybe. ):

I think it'll taste good. Mind you, it doesn't taste so *tastes a sip*...OooooKAY I take that back. Taste like a floral dead cow.

Song of the day: Crushed by Lesley Roy
Rockish with nice lyrics, my kinda song, cept the depressing undertone isn't my kind. Note: Don't listen to this song for too long.



I'd be crushed,
If you walked away,
I'd be lost,
I'd be drowning in gray,
I'd be rooted beyong repair,
If you weren't there,
I'd be crushed.

I hate you but I love you, so don't leave




LAO SAI PHOTOGRAPHS

Pictures again! But I seriously still can't get to the last day! Okay next week.

Day I have no idea. Barcelona, Spain.



Christoper Columbus, he's spanish, FYI.


He "found" Americas. In my opinion, he's an idiot. He thought he found India. SERIOUSLY. Fail geog.


This artist is OMGOSHLY good? They seriously look lik photographs. CHARLIZE THERON, noooo I don't have fantasies of her. PSSSSHHHH HAHAHAHAHAH kiddin'!


Street full of this. Ramblas something something.


Flea markets! WHEEE! I love 'em. Find a bunch of weird stuff sold by a bunch of weird people.




Walking around the Barcelona Marina


Aaaaaaaaaaaaand we got bored of the Marina and took an hour's journey to the Monk hideout, crib, hangout, fanclub, hostels.... uhhh... yeah. My feet.


VERY HIGH. Oh duh -.-

Monserrat. Or something like that, I think.




The Cathedral was awesomely done up. Its a masterpiece!






Many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many prayers.






DINNER! I seriously was condering drinking all.


He's not called my cousin for no reason, he and Mavis are siblings and they can both drink. A lot.


PAELLAS! My fav is Fideos! But I kinda like the black rice(far right). Shiok-trified.


I like this picture cause mummy took it and it looks likka painting when it's developed.



The day after the Day I have no idea what.

Ramblas(It's a LONG stretch of alot of different sections)! Pet section.




BUNNIES ARE SO FRIGGIN CUTE and friendly, not like my fat bunnies who love to take a poopoo on me.






Took lazy to post too much pictures.

Post later. I wanna do some...uhh.... nothing. HAHAHAHA LATER!