I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Do i need a reason to love you?

"I see you, and I can't help but smile whether inside or out."

Questions(There need not be a reason why I love you)

What am I to do with you?

How can I not smile when you're there?

When can I tell you things?

Why do I love you?

Who can compare to you?

It's wishful thinking of me, to think that you'll ever be mine.

But in my dream world, me and you is all that's real.

ENOUGH.

WHEN WILL CHELSEA PLAY LIVERPOOL dammit! FRANK VS STEVIE! WOOO!!

I need a haircut, I need to get out of Singapore, I need my lil angel. Goodnight!

Song of the day: The Wind Blows by All American Rejects
I got to breathe, you can't take that from me.




Friday, May 22, 2009
What money cant buy, you.

"If money could buy me time with you, I'd be the happiest bankrupted person alive."

School ended at 12:45pm. Lectures are so boring, I end up having to play music otherwise I'd fall asleep luh. Oh my gawd-awfulness.

ATP this ATP that, what's your name? Oh Hi, Im ATP. Oh shut up man. Gawd-awfulness.

Alex Lee is just like Ms Rozi and Annette! Im starting to believe Anthea's theory, "Teachers just like picking on you, Jane."

I hate that, if I wanted people to know me, I'd have made myself known. I need therapy.

Why do people think I expect them to be perfect? No one is perfect, I know that, I've learnt to expect nothing from anyone. My expectations of people aren't that high, it's only high for myself.

I live in a league where few can keep up. Simply because they aren't me. Im not saying Im smarter or better, Im saying I do things my way. It may not be the only way, but its my way.

I think I'm relatively easy to please. A little appreciation and Im happy already. Simple, little things are good enough to make me happy.

I dont need expensive goods, I just want a note. I dont want huge presents, I just want a hug. I dont want posh dinners, I just want your time. I dont need many expressions of love, I just want a smile.

I want something money cannot buy, love, happiness, laughter, fun, health, otherwise I'd have already bought what made me happy.

Somebody uh, somebody uh only know how to make me worry uh. Hahahaha! Of course I care for her. There's not a minute that goes by I dont think about whether she's safe, unless she's in front of me.

Song of the day: Light In Your Eyes by Blessed Union of Souls
There's a light in my eyes it's too bright to see. And a pain in my heart where you use to be.... there's a light in your eye did you leave that light burning for me?




Thursday, May 21, 2009

"Your name makes my heart skip a beat. Your voice makes me smile."

Whoa. I feel damn ridiculously tired. Like all the energys' been drain from me. Im turning in early.

Oh my goodness. Watched Night at the Museum 2 with twinies, Miley and Anthea. The funny parts are seriously hilarious, the boring parts are seriously boring.

"Hey bay-bee check out the gun show over here. Boom. Boom. Fire-pahwahhh!" *dies of laughter*

Amy Adams was the highlight next to Rami Malek's measly 2minutes of fame. Kah Mun Rah's hilarious too.

I had fun punching Miley today. I think I overdid it a little. He's whining in pain now. Did I really punch that hard? I dont remember applying that much force -.-

Has anyone tried reading AIMM 2.something to 2.6 notes? I read the first 3 pages and fell asleep on it, drooling. Dont even start on 2.7, lets just say if I left it in the school toilet, someone might've mistaken it for toilet paper. It's that CLEAN.

You're trying and I can feel it. And it's making me happier than anyone alive. There is a chance. You really are my sunshine and my rain.

Song of the day: Save You by Simple Plan
I wont give up til it's over.




Wednesday, May 20, 2009

"Some people find their synonyms, I've found my antonym. And I love her."

Yurcks. Tomorrow got lab. BLEAH. I friggin' hope Alex Lee will make it a short one and get to the damn point and hurry the hell up. Ughsome. Friday got AIMM TUT at 9am.

NBCBBTF cant do my tutorial during lecture. Jane Lee Year 2 Biotechnology, student role model and peer counselor, in the future.

My feet are sore from walking around for a better part of the whole damn day. Followed Miley to go sign his contract, okay no Anthea and I ditched him for lunch. What! We were hungry.

We saw Sam today. Hahaha! While walking along dont know where, I felt someone staring on my left. And pop it didnt become coco krunch, it was Sam.

We saw Sam, then a girl that IS Sam's identical twin, then we saw students in Sam's school uniform. Well whatever, the whole Sam fad is so, old.

An Unspoken Love

How do I tell you, how I feel,
About a pain that will not heal.
How do I tell you, I love you,
Knowing you will say it's untrue.

Baby if I cant have you,
Then no one else will do,
This feeling sticks like glue,
And it cannot be subdued.

I dare not let this feeling show,
Even when you stole me at Hello,
All I could do was go Whoa,
But this was sometime ago.

How do I show you, how I feel,
When my nerves aren't made of steel.
How do I show you that I love you,
When Im the one with the love sick flu.

Baby you know I can't have you,
Because I'll hurt you through and through,
But my world's empty without you,
I'll keep you with me like a tattoo.

We can move at our own pace,
Because we'll set the trail ablaze,
We can defy time and space,
Because I want you to fill my days.

I'll patiently wait for the day you say,
"I love you too"

Hahaha I know you sadistic pieces of bird poo poo like sad shits right? I'll be previewing an old poem I wrote likka while back TOMORROW. GOONIGHTS.

Song of my day: The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson
Catchy melody, nice lyrics, funny singer. Jane Loves Ingrid Lee.




Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Eyes down jane, eyes down.

"Sometimes when a person is missing, the world seems depopulated."
(What I'm trying to say is, I miss you because my world is empty without you.)

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW. OMG. Im so sick of boring assed lectures and listening to boring stuff. Gawd-awfulness. I cant lead a boring life! NO NO NO!

Annette caught me deskinning my hot dog in the LT. Hahaha! Her face was hilarious. Okay eveyone knows I deskin hot dogs before I actually eat the damn thing. It's a habit. A bad one.

I was hungry so I was quite moody. I tend to frown, a lot, when Im hungry. Hahahaha! I asked Poks and Anthea to go business but I ended up ditching them Hahahaha!

WHY AM I A HOBO with OCD! Miley, Bryan and Poks keep saying Im a hobo living under bridges in Singapore. Uh huh, Hobos wear Polo shirts, CO pants, levis socks and chucks with fossil watches and springfield wristbands.

Dettol user =/= OCD. I just hate the dirty feeling on my hands. It irritates me!

Guys really are pendejos at heart&brain, either that or the guys I hang out with a just dumb. Former and latter still point to the same thing. Feminism anyone?

I wished you didnt look into my eyes today. I wished I looked down instead of up. I'm sorry you had to see that I love you. I'll remember to close my eyes when I walk pass you. Just be happy.

Song of the day: Knock You Down by Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West & Ne-Yo
Love Keri Hilson, like the beat, not so much of the lyrics.




Monday, May 18, 2009
Stop gaying around people!

"You don't have to love me back, just accept that I love you."

Oh my gawd. I fucked my Fpath test in the ass with my PEN, literally. Yes, I will admit Im a pendejo for not studying. Im disappointed, but it's alright. What's done cannot be undone.

Sherie's having a rough day today): She looked troubled even when I first saw her. Gave her a hug, okay many hugs. Shes hush-hush on the whole thing so I better not say anything.

Hahaha She's my "baby" DAMN HILARIOUS. Her friends thought we were together. Are you insane?! NO. I hope you feel better.

She's as evil as I am

Does she know she makes my world spin,
She's a taste of the sweetest sin,
But baby I want what's withinin,
And not just what's on the skin.

She brightens my day, lights up my sky,
With just one look into her eyes.
How could someone do that to me,
Then she goes and smiles beautifully.

She's anything but a bore,
It's simply hard to ignore,
And I end up asking for more,
Just as I did before.

She knows I'll love her, flaws and all,
Even if she's part of the wall,
I dont know if she can recall,
I said I wont be there when she falls.

"I'll be by your side through it all..."

Song of my flunk-fpath-day: Because I'm Stupid by SS501
I dont know a word they sing, but I like the whole gay melody with some korean dude singing.




Sunday, May 17, 2009
Too much candy rots your teeth

"You're love is the music of my heart."

Oh gawd. Have I gone insane? I havent studied for Fpath. Been out all weekend. Looks like I'll be sitting for the test, unstudied. Watch me die. Hahahah! Distinction here I come!

Oh! FORGET MANHATTAN PORTAGE. I found a new bag I want. By "The Projects Shop" at Paragon, apparently the bag I want is designed by some chick from europe. WICKED!

Yeah the price is wicked too! $209. Fuck man. That's like 2 Manhattan Portages put together. It's the Louis Vuitton of rugged bags.

HEH Im broke so Im coaxing daddy to the shop cept I have to be there:D Im one sneaky pendejo. Hahaha Daddy spoils me rotten, he gave me 50bucks for feeding my turtle again!

I've been grumbling(for quite some time already) about my pendejorific phone. Mummy said I could change my phone in August, (note: I got my phone last october), sue me.

God save me.

Song of the day: Music Of My Heart by NSYNC and Gloria Estefan
You were the one, always by my side, always standing by, seeing me through.