I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Friday, June 5, 2009
How did I fall in love with you

"I never really stopped caring, I just didn't really show it."

WHO DOES JANE LIKE?
(*gasp*)

Before I get to the SCANDALOUS part, Biochemistry got shot, down! And that's the last of 'em ruddy test papers! Do I smell freedom? Oh yes I do.

Scandalous part(not much of a wait huh?) Well. Anthea&Bryan&Eli&Miley&2others please stop thinking, Hahaha!

I like Junchevanich Chanya. *scoffs* HAHAHAHAH! Im kidding, whoever that is, you're not the one I like. But have I ever spoon fed you, the answer? No. Jane is an anal hole.

The one I like knows I like her for the simple reason I can't exactly take my eyes wholly off of her. Aiyuh, that means I looked at her many times today. Go figure.

Hence you people will have to use your lil noggin's to figure it out.

Hint1. Poems of May

Hint2. Today's poem.

Hint3. Lullaby For My Angel

Hint4. I'm Sorry, But I Love You

Second Chance To Be Great,
Dont Make The Same Mistakes

Should've never let you hit the ground,
Should've picked you up when you were down,
Should've made you laugh being the clown,
Should've said I love us fooling around.

Then you might've love me too.

Could've saved you from all those tears,
Could've chased away all your fears,
Could've stopped all those painful jeers,
Could've said I'm the one who cares.

Then you might've love me too.

Would've been happy together,
Would've been your only lover,
Would've been someone like no other,
Would've told her I love her.

Then you might've love me too.

If only my nerves were made of steel,
If only my pain was able to heal,
If only my little heart could feel,
If only I could tell you...

Then you might've love me too.

We could be everything they want,
Everything lovers only dream off.
Something they couldn't taunt,
Baby, stick by me when the going gets tough.

You have to hold on to this memory called me, I love her.

I will miss y'all. See you in two weeks while I frolic around in Europe! You know you'll miss me, my lovely loves! Stay faithful to me! HAHAHAHA!

And you people aren't being very nice to me uh. Come back that day want me go drinking, shopping, chilling and eating. Jane might JET LAG?!

Song of the day and prolly for the 13hour flight: What Makes You Different by BSB
What makes you different, makes you beautiful. What's there inside you, shines through to me.

In Deo Confidimus.




Thursday, June 4, 2009
Can it be true?

"It's crazy that you should be running from me, when I want you close."

I love STALKING you, it's fun
(you know you love it too)
(Jane's sanity is currently hanging by it's imaginary balls)

Who said Plant Cell Tech was easy. Come, come here, *rolls up sleeves* lemme beat your brains out. Okay no, the paper was kinda easy but VITRIFICATION? *whines*

My spelling really amuses me sometimes. I made the same old mistakes as I did before. "The microorgasms grow faster than the plaa..." *thinks* Something seems wrong but I can't seem to pinpoint it. HMMMM.

"Step one. Preparation and pretreatment of the planet..." *thinks* Tsk. Jane you try prepping a planet luh by the time you walk one round, botox wont even be able to save you.

Biochemistry II your number's up! HO HO HIPPIE HO! Why is everyone panicking? Anthea's like freakin' out and here I am feeling so NON-stressed. What the hell. She was listing stuff to me, I was like "uhhh what so stressful uh?"

Did I pop a nerve while trying to be a florist this evening? I think not my friends. It's because I finally figured out what fify(my heart) has kept from me.

I never thought I'd say this but, dam do I have lots of clothes at the back of my closet. Who knows, I might find Narnia there too! Then me and the white bitch can go frolicking away! Oh how lovely.

I have a special lil treat for you all tomorrow and you'll prolly have to entertain yourselves for the next two weeks plus. Hahaha! Now now now don't start playing with yourself yet!

Song of the day: Into The West by Annie Lennox
You and I will meet again. And you’ll be here in my arms, Just sleeping.
(close your eyes and listen to this song, it's dam relaxing)

Why do I feel chummy looking at you. Can this really be happening again, can it be?

Goodnight. In Deo Confidimus.




Wednesday, June 3, 2009
what do you see?

"You are so annoyingly adorable, sometimes I feel like slapping you!"

Stop WHINING, Lee Jia-Hui Jane Fayth
(have some faith in me)

Where do I begin? The Clique went for MOS to pig on food because we were about to bawl over fpath. Like a fat kid running with his melting ice cream cone in hand, then he trips and falls flat on his ice cream cone kinda bawl.

I heard an orchestra of the F-words as Ms Hor said we could read the paper first. Have you ever seen me getting worked up on tests? Ohp well ya missed it. But my panic level was code BROWN, I shat my pants.

Oh I need to get out of Singapore like right now. Soon Jane, soon. BARCELONA get ready! I love travelling. Love it love it love it. Get to see different cultures intertwined with the people.

When I grow up, I wanna travel the world. Globe trot, literally trot. Now I just need to find another human that likes travelling, then we can be travelling buddies!

Omg. Eli was playing around with horoscopes. I am a Virgo sun sign, Saggittarius rising sign, Libra moon sign, Leo love sign and a whole other bunch of signs that I have no baboon balls idea off.

I was like "Eh friend. Right now, my plants and how to take care of them are more important than horoscopes! ASEPTIC TECHNIQUES!!" Who would've thought plants had so many things to remember huh?

Mojo is my flare, my inspiration, my reason, my love, my rhyming power, my...mojo.

Song of the day: Return To Me by The Last Goodnight

I looked at you, looking at me and I wonder what is it you see, when you look at me.

Goodnight. In Deo Confidimus.




Tuesday, June 2, 2009
How could i fall for you, again.

"There's nothing more I can say, if you don't already know what I mean."

I JUST LOST MY MOJO
(*mopes*)

Oh something tells me I should get a restraining order from Annette Shoba! RAWR! Law of Segregation and what nonsense? Who stole my punnett square question?

Miley, Anthea and I were wandering around, literally. Oh my goodness. Johnson and that thang walk pass us. Miley PURPOSELY forced me into the SAME store as them and kept on going DARDAR this DARDAR that, rather loudly.

*hands up* Jane is 101% innocent, I never add on or say anything! If she DARES to utter a single word against me, I will ffff...*Jane, no bad-bad*... yurcks no way, I wouldnt touch her let alone F-word her, I'll just go into spasms and die.

Im so proud of myself. I dirty-ed my Fpath notes. Now it's full of nonsense! Yay!

It's Written All Over My Face

You walked right out of my dreams,
We may seem like total extremes,
But I have my sneaky schemes,
To turn you into my queen.

Baby you've got my attention,
You're my favourite distraction.
Cause you take away my frustration,
Replacing it with your compassion.

My gullible heart outgrew me,
Making you my top priority.
Baby, you're beautiful to me,
Even when you drive me crazy.

You know whenever you're around,
All I hear is my heart pounding,
Cause you turn my frown upside down,
And now I can't stop smiling.

I seriously seriously seriously lost my mojo. Im ): now. Why did you have to go, mojo?

Song of the day: I'm Yours by The Script
I may not have the softest touch, I may not say the words as such, and though I may not look like much, I'm yours.

I understand why God took you away from me so fast, because I was taking you for granted, Im sorry.
Goodnight. In Deo Confidimus.




Monday, June 1, 2009
what can i do to get to you?

"There's a sense of warmth in your smiles and they keep me warm even in the coldest of nights."

MULTI-COLOURED chicken eggs
(Easter season just got extended)

Dont you just love it when what you studied for the night before doesn't come out? Oh I absolutely adore it! *squeals in excitement* Lemme put multi-coloured ribbons on it! *frolics around throwing confretti* Lord have mercy.

Im abstaining from curse words, really. So Jane will be bad-bad if I curse, cannot. Im trying to expand my vocab, you know, through healthier means?

Anyway, I didn't study ELISA(Enzyme-linked Immunosorbant Assay) tell me now, do I rock or do I rock huh? EIGHTO MARKS just flush down the poopoo bowl just like that. Kudos.

Molecular Genetics. My favourite subject. It's Jane-friendly, unlike *COUGH* Applied Immuno-to-bullshit. No, I does not has char siew flu.

I was whining to mummy who was the only who'd bother listening, since my hamster died(bless his little unattentive soul) last year, about my horrible AIMM test. I either need a therapist or another hamster. Which is cheaper?

Speaking of pets. Daddy's 2 really not expensive arowanas died. TWO. Oh my goodness. I can say byebye to my free 50bucks too uh.

Vassula Ryden is my hero. Mother Theresa is my idol. God is the way, the truth and the light. Im a God-fearing human and Im proud of it.

I haven't found my mojo, I think I lost her, for good. Oh no! Im so ): right now. Wrote a poem, but I'll post it tomorrow. I ): now. When you're not happy, Im not happy.

Song of the day: Back To Your Heart by Backstreet BoyZzZzZz

Goodnight.




Sunday, May 31, 2009
Pork, swine, char siew flu

"Life without love is like a life without you, a life I'd rather not live."

Jane is not has DEATH wish
(I love playing with colours *frolics around*)

Some people may say I have a death wish or something because I went to the airport 2 days in a row. ARRIVAL HALL. Oh how convenient, I run the risk of getting Pork flu. Oinky doink.

Studied with Anthea, Miley and Sheryl. Yes, Sheryl. Hahaha! We met like half the world there. No point listing, just know, like us, they have a death wish too.

The 4 of us ate some really craptastic Kueh Chap at the Staff canteen. The uncle still got the brains to ask us if we were staff. Hello, which of us remotely looks like we work here?

We keh siao-ed around T2, taking a whole bunch of pictures and videos. It distresses stressed people. AIMM paper tomorrow. Too lazy to send All-the-friggin'-best texts today. Maybe tomorrow, maybe.

Unspoken Truths

I wrote your name in the skies,
To hide the love I've disguised.
Can't you hear that my heart cries,
Even when we said our goodbyes.

I tried to reach out for you,
To tell you I really missed you.
Please don't tell me it's untrue,
My heart will break right through.

I wrote your name on my heart,
So no one can keep us apart.
And you'll never have to depart,
Heh, tell me am I smart or smart?

I tried to hold out for you,
To show you I really loved you.
Please don't tell me it's overdued,
My life has no reason without you.

I lost my mojo, that's sad.

Song of the day: Realize by Colbie Caillat
Realize what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another.