I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Giving an early one. Grey's Anatomy pages!

WHOLLY FUCKING SHIT.

Im a friggin' GREY's ANATOMY addickt! The NAZI aka Dr Bailey is H.I.L.A.R.I.O.U.S.

Okay, time to shut up, Im raving on and on about Grey's anatomy. I practically watch the whole of season 1 in one day. Hahahaha!

Been so busy, friggin' not home from morning til night. I havent spent my quality time with my internet. Hahaha! Doesn't matter! I have nothing that holds my interest here, let's just say I dont spend more then 5minutes on the web, just on msn. HAHAHA!

EITHER WAY, Grey's Anatomy is my new love, but when she's around, shit. She has all my attention!

Mummy says Im falling sick and that I should stay home to rest. Are you kidding me? Monday through friday I booked! NEEUUUU. Vitamin Cs!

Song of the day: Disappear by The Summer Obsession

I wish I could disappear, far away from here, with you. Hopefully I'll see you soon, hopefully.

CIAO!

God please keep her safe from harm and I hope she isn't afraid of thunders! Hahaha! It's gonna be another thunder mini-storm.




Friday, March 6, 2009

GREY's ANATOMY is the shit!

Okay, I know Im uber slow having stayed in US for years and not watched. It's hilarious. I was fucking laughing my ass off at Episode 2! HAHAHAHAHA! Omg my still laughing now.

And one more thing, I aint gonna be a surgeon. Hahaha! It's not cause of blood or shit. Ugh. Lets just say I dont like creating holes in people then sewing them back up.

Gawd, I'd kill to hear your voice again. Bet she doesn't know she could do that to an emotionless human like me. She found the softest spot of my heart.

Song of the day: Division by Aly & AJ

CIAO!

God, keep her safe in Your grace.




Thursday, March 5, 2009

Red Cliff Marathon with the Crazy bunch!

My 2nd husband, Takeshi Kaneshiro plays the smart Zhu-Ge Liang. As clever as is handsome. One of the few asia men that I'd take a second look at. Hahahaa!

Best, when he speaks Japanese, my ears get microorgasms from hearing his fuckin' sexy voice. *hatches a kidnapping plan* Hahaha! All my buddies know, I'll only kidnap her(:

My masterpiece is almost finished! Oh yippie. Been a month since I've started, but as the day grows ever nearer, the little flame that use to burn red, begins to....burn white.

Watching the sunset with you, is a sunset worth watching.

CIAO! Stories to write, poems to recite, you burn bright, everything will be alright.

God, please keep my little angel safe. Keep her dwell in LALA land.




Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Oh my gawd. My spelling is crappifying. It's alright, it's always sucked anyway.

I've finally had time to think things through and I'm going to take a chance and leave my heart in your hands. Whatever you wish to do with it, it's yours.

"She doesn't give a hoot what the world say. If her heart says go ahead, she listens."

Now that sentence applies to me, fully. My heart, though young and foolish, but I trust her to know what she wants. So now, my mind will deal with those who oppose it, not in a mean way of course!

My mind is made up. Dont expect it to change anytime soon. Old man Jones and Fify might bicker all the time, but they stand together through thick or thin, beeeeeecause Im their house luh duh. HAHAHAHA!

I'm going let down my guard, I'll do anything, for her. It's madness, it's crazy, Im mad, Im crazy but she's all I need.

Song of the day: Separate ways by Teddy Thompson.

CIAO!

God please keep her saFe from harm and outta danger. God, she's heaven right smack in the middle of hell, hahaha, even now you still love pulling my leg. Thank you though, You know who I really want.




Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Okay, Im a block of wood.

I heard people rave about "Marley and Me". 95% of them who watched it, said they cried, some cried buckets and some teared.

As each scene ended, I kept telling myself, "Okay okay the sad part is coming soon!"

That "sad" part never came for either anthea nor me. Neither of us cried!! *shrugs* I am emotional detached, try me.

Lunched with poks who had to "rush" back to office. Hahahaha! $5 cheque? (:

I know its a spur of the moment, but I am cancelling plans for tomorrow! Im sorry! I need some alone time.

I just want to laze around, put in a coupla movies, sit back and relax! Cept it'd be perfect if she's in my arms watching movies with me.

Oh wells. CIAO! Stories dont write themselves, neither do BBQ plans!

God, please keep her save from harm, protect her from the big bad world. Her safety is my only priority.




Monday, March 2, 2009

Jane's theory on life: "Nothing is complicated, people just make it complicated."

Oh my, tiring. It's only monday and I feel like cancelling on people already. What a nice friend indeed.

Another reason for me to love school. SCHOOL DAY, I have a valid excuse! Nevertheless, I need to catch up. School kills my personal life.

To do list til the end of march.

-2 Chalets to go to
-2 Parties(not including fran's impromtu parties)
-3 Novels to finish reading
-a Masterpiece to finish(deadline fucking SOON)
-A BBQ to finish planning(invitations not sent yet!)
-2 Birthday presents to buy
-Continue writing my story for anthea/ley(only 2 crazy ppl who read it)

Hate my life moving this fast, it was only noon I was walking out of the gate, its night when I walk back through. I need someone to slow my life down, her.

I want her to say "Can you please cancel your plans and spend the day with me?" Gawd, I'd drop you fools in a heartbeat! HAHAHAH! Im kidding...psshhhhh *scratches that thought*

Watched "Role models". Its RETARDED. Half the time Janey and I were like laughing our asses off at its stupidity, the other half of the time Lanzy and I were going "WTF?!" at the retardness.

CIAO!

God please keep her safe and happy. Her voice makes the big bad world seem so much nicer.




Sunday, March 1, 2009

HOT DATE! I BLAME YOU FOR MAKING ME LIKE JROCK! I know you read my blog! You asshole why didnt you tell me!! OMG! *fumes* hahahaha!

Titled: For now, forever

As cold as the north pole,
So much so I cant console,
But she warms my soul,
All my feelings show.

No spring without a winter,
No autumn without a summer.
Theres no need to suffer,
over this endeavor.

Busy busy little bumble bee,
Off on another crazy spree,
I'll wait until your free,
To tell you how much you mean to me.

Still waiting to see you,
Just to tell you I miss you.
Counting down til I see you,
Just to have a look at you.

CIAO!

God please keep your little angel safe til she's safe in my arms.