I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, May 30, 2009

"If only I had told you what you meant to me, then you wouldnt be so far away."

JANE FORSAKES SOCIAL LIFE
(For academic life, I am a geekfied Pendejo.)

Nerd mode is in overdrive(more like pendejo mode). They say find a balance. But Im a virgo, it's all or nothing. Do I rock or do I rock huh?

I know Im totally contradicting what the 4 words in ubermongo font says but I went out. Haha I took my 17 year old cous out to dinner at the airport Swensens!

My opinion, the food is horrigible. My BBQ chicken tasted like something I'd throw away. Close enough, I ate the drumstick only. Dont even get me started on the veggies.

Scale of 1 to 10. I'd say "One" for the nice waitress who served me. I am not over exaggerating, I speak my mind and the truth.

Business students and Science stuents have a thick line of difference.
J: Hey wheres Eli?
S: Fittin' room extending her wardrobe yet again.
J: Which part of her wardrobe is remotely SMALL?
S: Dont know. But my hunch is it's gotta be the door knob.
J: HAHAHAHAHA!!
E: I heard that.
J: Why are you buying so many clothes?
E: School? Duh?
J: What is the point of dressing up for SCHOOL?
E: Dress to impress.
J: Yeah, but WHO? The lecturer?
E: People Jane PEEEEOPLE. Do you science students interact with humans or is it just specimens and bacteria! You'd be one to talk! You've got a lot more expensive clothes than me! Why dont you wear it to school?
J: Who or what exactly am I suppose to impress? A bacteria cell? Or my lecture notes? It's school Eli.
E: Geeks.

Song of the day: Everybody Knows by John Legend
If you didnt understand from the poems, you may understand more from this lyrics.




Friday, May 29, 2009

"To the world, you may just be another person. But to a person(MEMEME) you may be the world."

Jane am going get BRACES!
(Or at least start bugging mummy)

If you gotta ask why, you prolly dont wanna know, my answer's rather stupid. Just know that I have a ginormous fetish for braces.

I have to like address this in a blog post. NO, Im not with anyone. Stop asking!! OMGNESS. Cant I write poems for a hobby or something! Rawr!

I admit they are inspired by a girl not a guy. It starts with a "Y" ends with a "U" and the middle's likka "O"? Hahaha!

Hate when my bro uses my toilet. I walked into my toilet and into a rude-OCDtastic-shock. My bro's toothbrush head was a nanometer away from my toothbrush?!

Germs can crawl over?(I think) Hello, like yucks? My brother really needs social graciousness and etiquette classes or something. Respect the toilet dammit!

Right Under Your Nose All This While

Someone who loves you most,
Is standing right under your nose,
Im not one of your foes,
Just someone who wants you close.

It's contagious when you smile,
And it makes my day worthwhile.
But I love it when you smile that way,
Making all the bad-bad go away.

Someone whose too chicken to speak,
You're making me grow weak,
Im not one of those stalker freaks,
Just someone who thinks you're unique.

You're the reason I've fallen,
Has that long been forgotten,
Please don't leave my heart broken,
Everything in my world's shattered.

Song of the day: I Could Not Ask For More by Edwin McCain
Looking in your eye, seeing all I need. Everthing you are, is everything to me.




Thursday, May 28, 2009
It starts with a "y" and ends with a "u"

"The worst possible way to miss somebody, is to be sitting beside them and knowing you could never have them."

Whoa. I thought today was gonna be a bad day. My maid washed my LAB COAT in the morning!! And I had lab in like an hour and my lab coat aint gonna dry. Shiok right?

I almost had a heart attack, I seriously couldnt breathe, old man jones had to take over from me and calm fify down. I am next to pathetic at controlling my heart.

There's a reason why God put your brain above your heart.

My bloody ear is BLEEDING again. I pulled my stud and blood flowed out like a waterfall. If my ear hole was big enough, I'd shove a tampon there.

Peeps who love youtube should check out swoozie06's videos. I love the fact that he has morals and he lives up to them. And his bloody hilarious too! HAHAHAHAH!

When you look at me, and I dont smile. Im thinking, of what I should do. And usually, you walk away so fast, you dont see me smile.

Song of the day: Someone Somewhere by Jason Reeves
Take your eyes off the ground, out of the blue, and see that someone is looking right back at you. Maybe that someone is me.




Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Basketcase mess

"Sometimes I wished you'd just shoot me instead of killing me slowly."

Trying my best to keep myself from a destructive path. Self-restraint. Resist. I have a will, I have a backbone. I will not have myself depend on someone. NO.

Oh labs. I am so in love with labs, I fall asleep during the most intimate moments. Oh I so love labs. No, I hate labs for the simple reason it drains my gawddam energy. Note the friggin' sarcasim.

Oh! Alice, oh my goodness this girl has friggin' cute character. When she sees me, she'll go "JANE!" flashes a big wide grin and wave. I cant help but smile back at her, its contagious.

No, you imbeciles, Alice isnt the one I write about. Alice is justa friend.

I'll let you in on a little secret. I'm dying inside. If you understand the underneathe of the underneathe like literature students, reread poems from 22Apr to now?

Best-turn-down-a-guy-line of the century goes to SHERIE HAN! "Right now, Im gay." Hahahahaha! I laughed my ass off when she told me what she did, today.

Anthea and I were walking towards AS and finding a place to chill for awhile.
J: I wanna go toilet.
A: Where you wanna sit?
J said without thinking: Toilet.
*2seconds later both burst out laughing*
I thought I heard Anthea say "Where you wanna go?"

The more I hear, the more my heart closes. I dont want that to happen.

Song of the day: Let It Be by The Beatles
I seek refuge in this song.




Tuesday, May 26, 2009

"You can't say you don't love me too."

I had a nice day, trust me, these days are hard to come by.

Except for the CSAS test part. Spelling was OKAY. The grammar part killed me. 14marks?! Wtf. I found like 9 then I anyhow tikum the rest. No marks deducted for wrong answers :D I think.

Mummy said something damn funny today, "Prison break got another season?! They break, break, break, still haven't break through?!" I love my mummy, she's hilarious.

It's Just You

I don't care what they say,
Cause at the end of the day,
Baby my love for you stays,
And it aint gonna fade away.

I've met so many people,
But there's no one like you,
Out of the billions in this world,
I just want to be with you.

Baby I want you to know,
That with you, I'll never let go.
Just want you to know,
I've tried my best to let go.

I tried to live without you,
But everything just fell through,
There was nothing I could do,
I just want to be with you.

I wanna hug you every morning,
Kiss you goodbye every evening.
And watch over you thoughout the day,
Making sure that smile doesnt fade away.

I just want to be with you...

Song of the day: Simple And Clean by Utada Hikaru
When you walk away, you dont hear me say, please oh baby dont go...




Monday, May 25, 2009

"Second to none."

Today's a quite happy day. MGEN tutorial homework, Anthea knows what I mean.

Hahahaa! Oh my goodness. Apparently no one in my class likes the Johnsons, due to their OPDA(obsessive public display of affection).

Anthea concludes that Im the ONLY one who hasnt seem them kissing. Hahaha! To me, they're pathetic, needing PDA for people to notice them. Seriously, grow up.

Hot girl + hot girl = fine. Hot guy + hot guy = fine. Hot guy + hot girl = fine. Dickless beng + stupid lian = Oh my goodness, Lord have mercy.

Love isnt all about physicality, never they mind, simpletons live in simpleton world.

Oh my goodness. We watched this video clip on this Japanese game show on youtube. I laughed until I cried luh. 100 = ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten ten. *falls of chair laughing*

Anyway, tomorrow I gotta CSAS test. Yurcks. Rubbish right? Yeah I know.

What happen to you? Why are you angry? Just talk to me, please? Im asking you to talk to me not because I want to make you angier but because I care about your happiness and I want to see you happy, really I do. I'm not against you, I never was.

Song of the day: Takes Time To Love by Trey Songz
It's hard to see whose real, it takes time, living in a world where you dont know who to trust.




Sunday, May 24, 2009
You're awe-ful, I love you.

"We can be something, other lovers only dream off."

I GOT MY HAIRCUT!

Oh my goodness! ANNETTE! Hurry the hell up and finish chapter4 so I can friggin' do my bloody tutorial. That sounded so nerdish.

Lovin' it

Love it when you look at me like that,
As though Im doing something bad.
Love it when you smile at me that way,
I wont deny, the happiness stays.

Love it when you glance back at me,
Baby it makes me go crazy.
Love it when you talk to me,
My knees turn into jelly.

Love it when it's just you and me,
Because my world's finally at peace.
Love it when you munch on my snacks,
Like you're at home and relaxed.

Love it that you mean the world to me,
Knowing that my heart's wholly yours.
Love it that I care about you,
Even when you're feeling blue.

Love it that you're so adorable,
Everything you do is delectable.
Love it that I love you,
Even if it's taboo.

Baby doesnt have a clue,
That I love everything about you,
Even if it means Im playing the fool,
Baby if you only knew.

Speaks of my stupidity over another human. My buddies do me the grand job of teasing me. Hahaha!

Marshall amazes me sometimes. He said this, "The only reason why somebody hates you, is because they wanna be just like you." Who would've thought brawns came with brains huh?

Song of the day: What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away.