I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, May 16, 2009
LAZY DAY WITH A LAZY PERSON

"God only knows what I'd be without you."

Im feeling dead lazy today. Hahaha! No homework shall be done and no test shall be studied for. Okay that's retarded. I already spent practically 3/4th's of my waking day, out.

Gawd knows why Slug mode is in effect NOW. With assignment deadlines coming and tests around the corner! THIS IS NOT HAPPENING NOW JANE LEE JIA HUI

Sorry but I love you

I'm sorry but I love you,
I'm sorry but this feeling grew,
I'm sorry but this is true,
I dont want anyone but you.

I know I'm the one to blame,
Because evil is my name,
My poison runs through your veins,
And only you feel the pain.

I'm sorry for what I put you through,
I'm sorry for what I said to you,
I'm sorry for what I'm about to say,
I wont love anyone but you.

Consequences of my actions,
Starts multiple chain reactions,
You're an allergic reaction,
with a magnetic attraction.

"I am really sorry but I love you and it kills knowing you wont feel the same way."

Song of my day: A Twist In My Story by Secondhand Serenade
I can't my eyes off of you. So you see this world doesnt matter to me. I'll give up all I have just to breathe the same air as you...




Friday, May 15, 2009
A Pendejo Pandemic

"One thing, Two do, Three words, Four you."

Nice day yet cranky. My academic life is so much more fulfilling than my social or personal life now, says the future bachelor of Science. Hahahaha!

Jane got a distinction for MGEN. Fpath not bad either, B and A. Woots. Jane, you're sucha pendejo nerd. I shall celebrate by doing my Fpath BB test. *1hr 27mins later* YAY! Distinction. Fuckin' pendejo-rific geekified dork.

Oh, my new word: Pendejo (pen-deh-hoh). It's a spanish slang word for "stupid dork/dick/idiot".

Oh my gawd. This PENDEJA is a bonafied pendeja. I took 23 with Anthea. Design girl, all she did was talktalkbitchtalktalktalkbitchbitchtalkbitchtalkbitchtalk from TP to TM.

(Notice how I didnt SPACE nor put COMMAS) There wasnt a COMMA let alone a FULL STOP in her sentence, no "s". Even my anal mind couldnt keep track of how many conjunctions she used.

Girl there's FULL STOPs for a reason. A sentence can only be so LONG, when it's 1/20th of the length that it was, ITS TIME TO STOP and give your pie-hole a REST.

I wanted to turn around slap her and say "GAWD. Can YOU. JUST. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. FOR. ONE. MINUTE. WOULD. IT. KILL. TO. HAVE. SOME. PEACE. AND. QUIET. FOR. ONE. GAWDDAM. MINUTE. YOU. FUCKING. NOISY. PENDEJA."

7 real flowers, 1 fake flower & I love you

Your songs continue to play in my head,
Playing over and over again,
In the lyrics I feel the pain,
It's not what I love but hate instead.

I try to stop my hand from shaking,
But cant because Im barely breathing.
Waiting for you to start smiling,
Your smile is what I've been craving.

You turn away before I could say,
Say how much I want you to stay,
Not only for today but everyday,
Maybe one day I'll ask you to stay.

Give me a chance to make things right...

Song of the day: Moment Of Truth by FM STATIC
I got your picture in my wallet and your phone number to call it and I miss you more whenever I think about you.




Thursday, May 14, 2009

"I'll only love you on the days that end with 'y'"

Today was hilarious.

Alson told me there was a shop at Tamp1 that sold black caps, but I forgot the name. The only impression I got was that it sounded like a shop bengs would go to.

I went to the "shops directory" with Anthea. The first name that struck me as I ran down the list of shops, "ZEAL" sounded beng enough. So I stuck my stubby finger at the name and said "THERE! DEFO THAT SHOP!".

As we were going up the escalator, Anthea was like "Eh Jane *urgently tapping my bag* you sure it's ZEAL or not?" I turned around to look at Anthea whose face was filled with doubt that ZEAL was the shop as she pointed to the big sign above the shop enterance "ZEAL".

I didnt even have to look into the shop, the advert about the shop slapped my face. Or rather a ginormous picture of a woman inna pink bra slapped me. I looked at Anthea with the (O.O)" face.

ZEAL IS A LINGERIE SHOP not a beng-sounding-shop-that-sells-black-caps.

While studying Biochem at TeaDot(nice lavender ice blend tea). This dude sat at the table next to us, he had a Burberry wallet, Fred Perry Bag, SamSung Omnia and nice shoes.

We both talked through scribbling notes:

J: Eh that Fred Perry is REAL.
A: He must be rich. Burberry wallet, Fred Perry Bag and Samsung Omnia.
J: Let's go rape him.

*we both burst out laughing*

I was actually serious. I want his bag and shoes. Anthea can have the wallet, phone and jeans. Okay not rape rape him(yurck) like try to mug him with a butter knife.

Song of the day: Superhuman by Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson
My only weakness is you, only reason is you. Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything.




Wednesday, May 13, 2009

"At least you'd look at me and not turn your back to me."

Better day indeed. Again I say, my friends may have their opinions but it's not mine. I have a backbone and I think independently.

Looking down at the starting page of my CSAS homework, "Do pages 47 - 53 for HMWK". Halfway through it, I had one hiccup. "Spelling". I dont know whether to laugh or cry.

You're asking me to correct spelling errors? Do you have any idea how bad my spelling is? I think not. Hahahaha!

Oh my gawd. Is me really the evil? I doesnt even TRYING is mean to the lianz and she's already sick. Wait, Im not even doing anything to her. HAHAHAHA!! Dude, this is really a "what the hell is wrong with you?"

She says so many things but she keeps missing out the 3 words I want to read most. "Come find me". Does she really think I'd actually look AT her? NO WAY. Please I actually love my eyes.

Annette really likes picking on me uh. During MGEN pract, she was like "Oh ho class, Jane made a boo boo looks like I'll be minus-ing 1 mark from your quiz marks!" HAHAHHA FUNNY. I was almost gonna stab her with my micropipette. Cute lady.

OH MY GAWD. Jane is currently addicted to THE LOLLIPOP SONG by Big Bang and a bunch of korea girls. I blame Ismail, for this! Stewpid boy made me listen to it yesterday.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONIGHTS. Tomorrow, tomorrow will come.

Song of the day: Hate U, Love U by SUPER JUNIOR!
Read the english translation of the song, very the not is bad, indeed.




Tuesday, May 12, 2009

"This is when a sincere sorry just isn't enough."

I feel numb, this cant be happening, its the only thing I can think about. I dont want you to feel hurt, his mistake is my mistake. Gimme a chance to make it up.

MGEN test was easy. Finished like 15 minutes into the paper? Lucky can sleep, Han Wei can look around and smile somemore(!!), Miley walked out before me(<15mins). BOOO!

My PCT lab plant is like ROTTING? Okay that's like the least of my worries but I just thought the world might like to know. I cant keep plants for nuts.

Wooo! Selling Ice Cream rocks! WHEE! Alson was dam hilarious, "LAYLONG LAYLONG ICE CREAM!!" OH! I forced Brian to buy! Not Bryan, the BCS one. Hahahaha! Friggin blur bum.

Hope tomorrow will be a nicer day.

Song of the day: The Greatest by Michelle Williams
Love's where you are.




Monday, May 11, 2009

"Analytical knows what sensitivity wants to hear but sensitivity has to give Analytical time to say it."

Not a nice day. But it's alright.

Whoa. Just when I thought I've learnt to control my temper, I lost it again. That was unexpected, but it was just mean and I couldnt let it slide just like that. I shouldnt have gotten angry.

As I walked out of the LT to breathe, Han Wei looked at me as though I was going to kill his hamster. His face was damn hilarious and when he said "Hey." I wanted to laugh. PAKISTANI!

For once, MILEY AND I were partnered and we didnt lose at BRIDGE. Usually the game ends in us bickering over why we lost.

I cant study in front of my lappy. Im easily distracted. Evidence: Im typing here am I not?

I realised that my filing skills are as good as, if not better than my secondary school days. It's just that my papers choose to not fit in, thats all. It's not because Im so utterly lazy & sloppy.

I think Spanish is an ultra sexy language. And that if anyone can speak to me in spanish that is a really sexy person. No Number2 doesnt count, his spanish is bleah :P

Song of the day: Te Busque by Nelly Furtado




Sunday, May 10, 2009

"Sentivity hurts analytical through misread tones."

Mummy's Day! Cooked dinner for mummy today! She's one of the few people I'd cook for cause shes one of the few people I love.

Words are meant to be read and seen not hidden. At least I'll get to see you tomorrow, that I can only pray for.

Song of the day: I'll Never Stop by NSYNC
I will never stop until you're mine, I can wait forever til the end of time. Cause my heart is in your hands. Dont you understand.