I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Dont dull your shine

Chinese NOOOOOODLES.

Its the only thing Janey and I always eat, HAHAHAH! NICE MAN! She'd bitch, I'd listen and go "OHHH REALLY?! eh? Really ah? wow!"

Today was different! KaiLan was with us! We ordered what we'd always order when we were there. Chinese noodles with like 10 ingredients and make one whole pot of what nots. Oh we didnt sit and bitch thou, we had to rush off to House Bunny the movie. Yes for those of you that'd call me frivolous with my time, I promised to watch it with them, and I dont promise people things very often. HAHAHA I dont keep my promises I cant fulfil, or shunt the responsibility of keeping a promise, its just one of those, I-take-my-promises-very-seriously-sorta-thing. HAHAHAHAHH! So if your trying to be as anal as some, make me promise you something and I'll slap you.

HAHAHAH! Now thats the kinda theatre I LOVE. EMPTY. No lil kids screaming "OMG HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER!!" or cells phone talking loudly going "BEEP BEEP BEEEEEP BEEEE....EP"(translation: bitch pick me up!) or fucking tall mofos sitting in front of oh so short me and blocking ma VERSION or just plain human presence. HAHAHAHAHAH!

School starts in 12 days(not counting today) I want it to start so my parents would get of my ass about going out everyday. Then again, im just trying to repair my social life before school starts and I cant hang out with my buddies from OTHER POLYs): Im glad I held a Bday chalet! I saw all them familiar faces again, the friends I held close to my heart was there, in one place at one time. They asked me about presents, but all I wanted to say and did say was, "Your presence is a present enough for me." YES PIGGY/LANZY/JANEY/SHERYL/MANDA/JY, theres no present in this world that could replace your presence. Now that school's starting, everybody's gonna be busy and Jane's still a friggin bum. Nah. Not my friends, they study hard but play even harder. HAHAHAH!

ONE LAST THING. ONE QUESTION.

Why is everyone feeling all insecure and not trusting the people they love?!?!?!?!

I know you care a lot for the person, you want them to be with you, you want to make them happy, you want them to know their special, you want them to have fun, you want everything for them. BUT you get over-protective over them, wanting to control everything they do, wanting to know where they go, what they've been doing, but step back, take a look. YOUR SUFFOCATING THEM! Give'em room, air to breathe, Jeez, and you ask me for help yet you dont listen to me and you can still got the gore tell me "Do you even love the person you like Jane? How can you give that person so much freedom? Arent you afraid that you two might drift?!"(Dont talk to me bout how I love someone or whether I love em. I have my ways of making that person feel special, its for that person to know&you never to find out) LOL thats how insecure some can be! You say it only applies to some and not you. Well, have enough faith in the person you love, and let them do whatever they wanna and not latched to your leash of insecurity. I hate when people ask me for my help/opinion and not listen! Wasting my time and I could be spending it on someone who'd actually listen. Everybody knows its vulnerable to be in love(as much as people hate to admit). It can make or break your world with simple words or misunderstood intentions. You pieces of shit say I dont understand, oh by all means underestimate me please. I love it(really). Either you listen or you get lost in the woods, and for those who ask me to point you in the right direction, I've only got one thing for you. *points at the sky* There, thats the direction I've trusted. Yield to His will.

OH. I've got enough of insecure people, just tell the person. "I love you and I miss you." and it'll remind them, that their still on your mind! JEEZ. I aint gonna act as an expert or what not, but it works for me and I have my ways. Go find your own.

YUPI GUMMY! YUPPPPPPPPPPPPI! YUPI! YUPPPPPPPI! Okay, its a joke Janey can appretiate. LOL I'll explain if only you'd ask me to, and since no one asked me to write a post, I shant explain it.

Ps. Butterflies names are, Bob, Tubby, GiGi, ViVi and Maldito. Did you pick up the spanish curse word in the sentence love? HAHAHAH! Chase em away and take their place. You'd do a way better job. Cant wait for tomorrow but dont want today to end. Now elmo will really have a corner in your room(: ilyamaafklc.