I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Friday, October 10, 2008
Waitor! Where the fuck is the bacardi?!

I try because I love you.
I buy things because I think for you.
I say things because I care for you.
I do things because I want you to be happy.

Its not about me,
Its all about you,
All I want is a smile or hug from you,
Everything I do has always and only been for you.

Ps. Thats all I can say now I guess. Since I cant make you talk to me, I'll wait then.


Omg. I've been looking at pics on facebook and I realised, its almost a year since Julian died, his brothers hasnt smiled the same way. C'mon Justin! Smile! HAHAHAHA!

Yesterday night's dinner was swell. Poks is a brilliant planner, gave me 45mins to meet him for dinner. We were both having shitty days so dinner with a best wouldnt hurt. HAHAHAHAH! Still I made it! On time. PHEW.

We ate bak chor mee and that that...watchamacallem...egg+starch+sea hum....yeah whatever thats called yeah? HAHHAHA! The idiot AHEM AHEM wanted to drink. MMMHMMM. great bestfriend i got here....bad influence. HAHAHAH! Talked bout stuff, somehow we both understood what the other was feeling. Well, I get his problem. HAHAHAHAH! Its confusing to be in yo shoes alright...!!

Bought drinks, some bacardi and vodka. NO we didnt sit at some stupid void deck acting like renegate teens. INSTEAD, we sat where ahpeks sat to talk bout the good old days. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Like some old bitches, with a bottle of alcohol in hand. I say. Time was passing way too fucking fast, we'd only begun openning up and it was already 8.20. But it was fun thou, cept I had to shove my mouth with malteser(however its spelt) to cover the alcohol my mouth drinks.

Then I realised, we are at the same junction. Yeah no kid, he was experiencing exactly what I was experiencing. We were both wanting to talk to the person we like yet they dont want to talk to us. Yeahhhh....its like something only those of you have pissed off the people you like kinda thing(okay cept that poks didnt piss his AHEM off HAHAHAH!). HAHAHAHAHHAHA but its punishment I guess, for what we've done and shit, I dont mind taking it, in hopes it'll get better yeah?

Matt will you stop being a bitch, like I told you, I tripped and now theres that big line on my arm. What? Is tripping over myself a crime? CHILL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! No if you speak a word to sera, I will(fo real) have your balls onna sliver plate. Its justa scratch, forget bout it will ya?

I need some bacardi, now. Yeahhhhh....imma do what poks do if they ask for identification card. *shows matric card* HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! fucking hell poks.
One last thing.
Welcome back to Singapore LANZY who just came back from a clinic in Johor. HAHAHAH! We've(Janey and....Janey? i kid i kid, i didnt miss you thou. its barely just a day) missed you here in Singapore.