I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Random thoughts that stream into ma head

Courtesy.
Something a lot of Singaporeans LACK.
Jees people. When has saying "Thank you" or "please" ever hurt anyone? I might not be the nicest person on earth but hell, at least I say thanks when the waitor pours me water or removes my plate from the table. I guess it comes when your parents make it mandatory for us(me siblings and meself) to be courteous. HAHAHAH! At least I got manners! HA! o.o

I cant stand it when lil singaporean spoilt brats take courtesy for granted and think the world's theirs. Makes me wanna rip the fat heads of that chicken shit neck that their mama's gave em. Im spoilt, but I aint that spoilt. Then again, daddy dont allow anyone to be spoilt in my family HAHAHAH! *quickly scratches the thought of getting another bag*

But honestly, next time someone does something nice for you, it wouldnt hurt to say thanks. It might make the person's day, it might not, but it definately wont hurt their day. Thinking back, I should've thanked my friends for the things they've done for me, yet Jane was a juvenile deliquent and couldnt think straight because she was trying to be preoccupied so she wouldnt have to face it. HAHAHAHH! THANKS MA BESTIES and BUDDIES. Especially LANZY KONG(who took the most shit from me, the things I'd crap around with you are limitless), JANEY(who stood by me even when you had your million problems. Sec4 you disappeared from my life, now you reappear), FLORA FUCKER YONG(the only one who can stop me from flaring up, fuck you piggy! HAHAHAHA!) MANPOKS(my gay fucker! hokay that sounds wrong. BUT TELL ME MORE! IM FASCINATED), ANTHEA ANQI AUNTY(HAHAHAHAHAHA! your hilarious, dont cramp up now!!) LUCKY DUN BITE ME(slitty ppl reign supreme! HAHAHA ahhhh *runs away* dun bite dun bite!!) And YOU, what can I say? Serious everything bout you amazes me(: Stay cute!

OH I forgot to include the funniest thing that happen in HK.

I was waddling back to the MTR station(not MRT, chill) on the overhead pass after my morning dimsum, then I saw a crowd gathered and staring down. And I heard vague yellings, so I assumed it to be some filming or something, but what caught me was ALL FOUR of the old folks were staring too. So curious-belly-up-with-dimsum-me waddled over and I became peeping petey and started tip toeing over the 160cm hong kong peeps. HAHAHAH! (as if im way taller =.=) Anyway, got to the front of the crowd only to be entertained for 10whole minutes by a fat angmoh and an filipino woman. Aunty Anne says "lovers quarrel, hai so common", YET she kept watching intently. Me having no experience in having a "lovers quarrel", observed intently at their every motion and word that lambasted at each other.
The woman was screaming her lungs out as her face was red, I had to put on my glasses to see her expression. She looked guilty, she looked tired, she looked desperate for the whole thing to be over. I studied the fat angmoh's face, he looked pissed off, he looked fustrated, he looked exhuasted from all the chasing which was lik running 10metres.
OH CHASING! Yes, the girl started running, trying to get into cabs(but they locked the doors). He gave a chase which was weak in my point of view. A guy that cant run? Shit, that aint a guy at all. HAHAHAHHA! But I figured after all the yellings exchanged, that she prolly slept with him and stole his wallet and stuff while he slept. And he's just trying to get it back from her, but she prolly threw it away, sold the leather wallet, used his moneh to buy some cheap shit hoes used(might i suggest a condom?) LOL! In my persective, both are wrong, but nevertheless, it was EN-TER-TAI-NING.

HAHAHAHAHA Seriously now LOL! I read something that didnt make sense but made me think. Okay lianz dont make sense but she's got a point. If you like someone so much, you begin to fear that one day they'd be gone. The only part that doesnt make sense was the inferior part, how can someone feel inferior to the person they like? I finally get how it feels to like someone that much, seeing how I didnt really cared bout the first, okay not that I didnt care, I didnt like the first, it was a "ill just say yes since its a cool person that way, we'd be cool since both of us are sports people." 2 years of being cool, its time I cooled my head, its time for Jane to be a lil nerd, its high time I changed. HAHAHAHAHAH! No I didnt play with anyone's heart, it wasnt even serious luh purlease, letting go is easy, its the silences before the fall that hurts. But shit, why fear that they're gonna leave you? That shows how much faith you got in your love no? Why are you even with the person if you cant trust em? HAHAHAHA! C'mon issit that hard to trust the person you like? Okay maybe for other people its different.

Guess I got it from mummy, trust easily but once its lost, its lost for good. Dam, Ive notice that I've got traits that are just like my parents! HAHAHAHHAHA! My dad's temper(which is not good, but my temper doesnt come out unless im angry, I dont explode in yo face so be glad, unlike ma dad), my dad's love for animals(seeing how my house is likka zoo/spca), my dad's common sense(hoho is that good or bad? HAHAHA! I dunno, i got them gut feelings lik him), Mummy's messiness(yes im messy and lazy) mummy's character(treat ppl nice and vice versa) and mummy&daddy's generousity(honestly I think im too generous. HAHAHAH! Evil side of jane speaking. the things i do for people that are dubbed my special ppl, are endless.)

Maybe cause I got so much to say yet im holding it back.

Ps. I guess the only way for me to understand you more, is time. But I'm loving it all the same, if patiences is needed, then so be it! MUAHAHAHA! Either way, you've got my trust(: Eh moose, please pay the ransom, or I'll be a heartnapper! I might be jailed for it love!

Soundtrack of ma week:
Until you by Shane Ward
Miss Independent by NeYo
Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift
The man who cant be moved by The Script
Wont let you go by Cristian Alexanda
Rule the world by Take that