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I'll bleed this skyline dry
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Hear Me Out
I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around. I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion. I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8
Complains?
Music
Cover on my heart by Guy Sebastian
Go find yourself and listen:D Skeletons of My Closet
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Friday, November 7, 2008
Jolly well put it one side jane
"Im not in the mood."Is my favourite line today, told almost everyone that. Because I really wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone, get the hint people!! Keeping my distance, stop talking and forcing myself to look away. I regret not taking time to talk it over, instead of the whole rushed setting and misunderstood msgs. It was my fault not talking to you and explain things, but let things mull over by keeping my distance, its only fair to both. Im just contented I had you all to myself for this long. Laughed my ass off, for 3minutes I really forgot every emotion cept happiness. Poks, miley, bryan, anthea, eunice, yl, lucky and I were laughing at lipids and johnson/dardar. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Im still laughing thinking about it. Roleplay. Lipids being the rapist and eunice being the innocent victim HAHAHAH! Johnson and his microscopic dick, how the sperm is bigger than his dick itself. Jeez, it was like bryan, poks and I were adding fuel to the fire and the rest were just laughing it up. I needed that laugh, and smiling for 3mins instead of showing people my blackish face. Felt so cold, I had to wear winter sweats and a hoodie over my shirt and patrick boxers. Oh someone's a white trash now. The 3-1=2 new lollipop flavours arent helping anthea! But I dont want more!! As tasty as they might be, I dont want them, fify still wants the old flavour! But I dont want it either!! I dont want any!! Theres no kick in the flavours! I dont want lollipops now. Jane just wants to fly to Austria and sit on the sand of my beach and let the clear blue water wash against my feet. Its tiring trying to shut everything out. Drown myself in taide and blonde jokes. Retarded as it may seem. Theres hella no way I want to eat anymore lollipops, the taste gets boring if I eat too much. 5-4-2-4..... will not continue the code...smart people can figure it out in a heartbeat. No time no time no time for myself. No time no time no time to apologise. No time no time no time to heal. Everything I do I disappoint someone, am I losing myself? No. I will put aside my feelings for my friends happiness', anthea and poks, you deserve them(: If I have to be happy for them, I better jolly well do it. Wont you promise me...I just want to see you happy. That's as honest as honesty can get, love. |