I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, November 1, 2008
The things I dont say.

NOVEMBER's HERE.

When someone prays for patience, God doesnt give them patience, nope. He gives them an opportunity to be patient.
I realised that I didnt get patience, I got an opportunity to be patient.
When someone prays that they could love someone, God doesnt zap them both warm fuzzy feelings, nope. He gives them an opportunity to love.
I realised that I had an opportunity to love.
When someone prays for rain, God doesnt make it rain, nope....well I cant say He gives the sky an opportunity to take a piss.
I didnt pray for rain...LOL!

But you people get what I mean.

And it hits me as I hear the sentence, and everything fits. I had so many chances, so many opportunities, so many times, over and over again, I watched it pass.

Its official. Jane's jealous. Class of '09 had a HALLOWEEN REUNION PARTY! And where was I? HERE! When my only trick-or-treat victim was my fridge dammit! Was looking at the pictures on facebook that leah and marshall posted up. *Jane continues cursing as she types*

I followed jonny, ley and sam for like an hour before I had to return home. I really have to hand it to them, YOU PEOPLE GO TRICK-OR-TREATING in a private housing estate. ARE YOU INSANE? Jonny was "brabie pwincess", ley was santa with 3 pillows as a belly(jeez santa, you nidda cut down on them cookies the kids give) and sammy was...well no one knows what sam was. I was toddling around with my backpack fulla books and shit. Oh one more person. Jane the deviant nerd geek thick specs freak.

*stops bawling at facebook pictures of people having fun on halloween* No no no...Im not jealous nope. MM MM I aint jealous): HAHAHAH We highjacked Cold Storage and managed to get a free donut! But my head pain kicked into overdrive after I finished 2bacardis and 1/4 of a magarita.

IM SO SORRY BUT ILL END HERE. This joke is the shit, sorry blondies!

One day, a blonde goes into a store.

She gets an item and walks up to the cashier. She says,"I'd like to buy this TV".

He says,"Sorry, we don't sell to blondes".

The next day, she dyes her hair red and goes back in the store, but the same thing happens.

Finally, she shaves her head and goes back in. When she tries to buy it for the third time, the man refuses.

She says, "How the hell do you know I'm blonde?".

He replied, "First of all, that's a microwave."

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA! Shit, blonde jokes never fail to make me laugh. HAHHAHAHAHA!

TMR. CHURCH. Finally! I need to get straight with the Lord. A heavy heart and a guilty consciences does no good to me.

I prayed for something, and God's giving me this opportunity again. Pray Jane dont fail me now. Theres just something I want to say, but it seems its harder said than done.