I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Thursday, December 4, 2008
BANG

LONG POST AGAIN(due to ley's convo)

Gawd. If your trying to get on my nerves, you've just about out done yourself.

Today's forecast was suppose to be crappy, in the sense that CELLB was cancelled or rather, for the people who need extra help. Which indirectly means, no Sam. Great. Planned on just laying low and breeze through today.

However, unexpected circumstances left me rather happy, for the first part of the day, at least. Had my fill of sammy today. Only person who seems to be able to cheer me up. Cept lanzy, who took my mind offa arsehole-rific people for like....10mins. HAHAH!

Yet I feel suffocated by the people around me(not all of yo asses people, some.) One cant let go, one cant stop pissing me off, one cant let go of my biological pump, one cant stop acting likka fucking 4yr old.

You roll your eyes at me when I talk about Sam. Who are you to say anything? Still in your relationship and chasing/falling for someone else? Tell me that aint fucked up. Theres a big difference between you and I. IM SINGLE, YOUR ATTACHED.

I swear, this time it's for real. Sam and anthea and miley are the only people holding me back. I am really really really up to here *points to ma frickin eyeball* with the amount of bullshit people throw at me, throw enough bullshit, things get NASTY.

OK OK HAPPY STUFF HAPPY STUFF.

SAM. Thats as happy as happy can get alright. Well at least for me.

IM SO DAMN HAPPY FOR YOU MILEY!!

Gonna let yall in on something between me and that gay purple ranger whose name is Lesley.

Ley: Oh look what I found yellow ranger! A pen!
Jane: jeez ley. HAHAAHA! for the last time im the RED ONE R.E.D. oneee!! go away for now, i dun feel like talking
ley: ok yellow ranger whatever you say. but can you at least tell me why yellow?
jane: purple. a friend.
ley: oh. shes not over yet? yellow.
jane: i have no idea, shes sppose to be the one over me.
ley: simple.
jane: hm?
ley: piss her off.
jane: are you drunk?
ley: well...i did hav a cup of orange juice...not my fault mom made me drink one.
jane: HAHAHAHAHA! mamma's boy.
ley: so how bout it yellow?
jane: i believe shes already pissed at me man HAHAHHA sorry to burst your rose coloured bubble.
ley: purple coloured.
jane: huh?
ley: PURple coloured bubble.
jane: gawd your gay.
ley: yes im happy. im talking to you.
jane: your not sam. it doesnt count. *drools at sam*
ley: awwww matt will be so sad.
jane: matt can go suck your thumb! HAHAHAH! so whats this "piss the person off plan"?! how does it work?
ley: exactly what its titled. see? im better than those stupid scientists, my formulas are exactly what they're bout.
jane: *raised eye brow* uh huh. whatever helps you sleep at night sweetheart. oh PURRRple heart.
ley: oh seductive. but no. im busy with my orange. dont start before i start smooching it. my mom's right next to me reading the papers.
jane: alright. did you read bout michael? dam saddening can. the person is already pissed at me luh.
ley: i know. i read. *tells me blog link*
jane: HUH?! i never sent you the link what!! how did you get it?!
ley: i have my sources.
jane: disgusting. go away luh stalker. *points to the corner* go go
ley: *walks to the corner* my ass too fat lah! get me another corner! dun be selfish with the 90degree angle!
jane: HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH! omg. stop making me laugh luh! annoying can. hey. can i talk to you some other time buddy? bit busy now. tell you what...we'll hav dinner soon.

My brain wave has only 3 points. S node for sudden happiness. A valve for immediate smile. M-tricle for prolonged happiness. Relatively simple compared to the cardiac cycle.

Ending off happy, makes me happy.