I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Saturday, December 13, 2008

Yesterday can be summed up with a slang word, "shiok".

Movied, dinnered and "dranked" with my buddies.

Twilight's not bad, Alice and Carlisle are DROOL worthy.

Billy Bombers also not bad, Honey Stung chicken is the shit.

Breezer is as always, nice. But with friends, even nicer.

Cant be bothered to elaborate on yesterday, whee-bit lazy and whee-bit forgotten.

Today can be summed up with a english language word, "nice".

Went borders to get, books, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Funny, I have 2 outta 4 of the books already, yet Im buying another. Who knows people like ley can lose my WALL.E dvd....a book wont be that hard no?

I wanna read the whole series again, its rather entertaining. I intend to have some alone time with myself, cept this time, a book will be with me, wait a sec, that means Im not alone. Okay whatever shut up and read on.

Shopped for a diamond. Yes, I am doing that. Yes, a real one. Yes, I will wear it. No, Im not getting married.

Its a Christmas present, from mummy. Then again, I dont want one unless I get me one of em big assed ones. As big as J.Lo's ass, get what Im saying? Hahaha! No I'm kidding, if its as big as J.Lo's ass...Marc Anthony would wanna piece of it too.

Ooh. Movies out. Bought like 6 dvds and one weird assed chinese one(which Im sure as hell not going to watch so only God knows why I bought it). Top on the list would be DARK KNIGHT. Followed by Mamma Mia.

Some of you might ask. Why would Jane buy a frickin' dvd of a musical? For memories sake and it's a musical. Gawd, when have I actually turned down anyone who asked me to go watch one? If those aint enough of reasons, I liked it.

Sat in my fake-grass-carpet-shelter-with-hanging-fan-garden-front this morning. I didnt sit IN it actually. I sat at the tea table daddy's newpaper reading spot.

It seemed perfectly peaceful. The wind blew, the sun wasnt rubbing it's tits in my face, didnt have any hungry snapping turtles having a go at my toe, and the song "Promise of a life time" playing melodically into my ears. It seemed perfectly peaceful.

Closed my eyes, for once I could afford to let time slip away. Thinking back a month or so into my memories. The warmth of the sunlight baking me skin, a strong steady voice said, "You are at peace now, the torture is finally over. Never take it for granted again, Jane."
My inner peace, finally returned after its long vacation, I can smile because I realise I was so damn blessed. I was happy, I still am happy and nothing can take memories away from me.

Oh my Christmas list, I know I havent typed it out, nor put much thought into it. Something's on my mind, it requires constant restriction of emotion, otherwise Fify might up and do something stupid that I might regret.

I guess this should be enough to please you *points at whoever reads this* no? My thought put very simply into words, I dumbeded it into simplified english words....I dont recall putting in any expensive vocabulary. *scrolls up* Yup, clean and simple.

Soundtrack: These songs are worth having a listen.

Promise of a lifetime by Kutless
Leave out all the rest by Linkin Park

Fav part from LP
I'm strong on the surface,
Not all the way through,
I've never been perfect,
But neither have you.