I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Monday, January 5, 2009

Apologies for grammar/spelling/whatever errors.

BITCHING BEGINS.

I wrote a lot. But I decided to delete it, because. I dont want to hurt anyone. He never did do anything to hurt me, so I wont hurt him. The only way to combat hate and hurt is to show love. "Love conquers all." I will proudly stand strong with that line in my heart.

BITCHING ENDS(I believe poks and I were feeling bitchy because of pauly's bitchiness, rubs off)

SCHOOL.

Now today wouldnt be awefully painful if I didnt see you this morning. If you were in the same LT as I was, you'd know what I mean. But I am, you were, it's painful. Anthea knows how much its eating me up on the inside.

Everywhere I turn, everywhere I look, everywhere I go, you are there. The amount of focus and concentration I used to look away and stay that way, surpasses that of which I used during my O level night studies. I am forced to look away because I dont wanna disappoint anthea or poks. But my expression mirriors what I feel, which is pure agony.

Something I came up with beside ley wants to know what Im thinking hm? Hahahaha! Enjoy!

I dont want another,
Just one unlike any other.
The face that disarms my defence,
The one which makes me piss my pants.

Someone who sits and stares in silence,
Everything about you has no violence.
The hands with a soft touch,
The one that makes me turn to liquid fudge.

Nothing about this someone seems special,
Just like an unpolished shell.
The way I like it,
Lily-white and angelic.

Even when Im a page away from rampage,
Your voice calms my unflinching rage.
Heaven is where you belong,
I am certainly not wrong.

An apple in my eye,
With love in my sky,
Only with you can I truely fly.
Dont need to be shy.

If you give me a chance,
I’ll melt your defence.
Baby you make my heart heavy,
No definately maybe.

You are the only key to end my torture,
Hold on tight through this bloody massacre.
I dont want to lost you in the battlefield,
Because I love you.

YAYOES. I know it doesnt quite fit much but its as good as what barley and pauly's bitchiness could up with. Love or hate it, just as long as you gettit.

Oh my gawd. Yes, Yes Im damn free so Ill blabber on, my dinner isnt home yet so no doing homework for me. Hahahaha!

Im crazy about the stalker song, which poks ask me to listen to. Gawd, its about someone to loves this other person so much she stalks the person. HAHAHAHAH! Reminds me of someone...hmmmm WHO AH?!
Jane's "weird moodswing-adaptable" Playlist


Happy songs: World with love/Insomnia(Craig David), Right now(akon), Live your life(T.I.), Take your sweet time(Jesse McCartney), PAPARAZZI(Lady Gaga), Fear of flying (ARTHM), More than that(BSB)


Sad songs: Boulevard of broken dreams(Green day), I still.../incomplete(BSB), Lie to me(NEYO), Wont let U go(Cristian Alexanda), stay with me(Danity Kane), Second chance(Faber Drive)


Angry songs: The hell song(Sum41), In pieces/Given up/No more sorrow(Linkin Park), Hate(plain white t's), heartless(Kanye West), Adelaide(Anberlin), Let U go(Ashley Angel Parker), About a girl(The acedemy is..), Afterlife(Avenge Sevenfold)

As you can see, my playlist got more ANGRY songs, but that dont mean I angry babyyy! Imma rock junkie.

My hero's back from vacation! The poem's for you my hero! My hero is AS SURE AS HELL not LESLEY. Hahahaha!

OMG. Fucking Robert Zhang only got shot?! Shit, if I were TianBao with nothing to lose, Ill fucking sadistically torture that idiot!! Poor yuzhu):
Okay enough of this.