I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Good day, today. Yup, best day of the week in my opinion. Couldnt really get much better than today, actually.

Morning, afternoon, evening, all made, you know it feels? Lemme give you an analogy, like the heavens shine down upon today giving me bliss and....uh shut up much? It feels like you finally take that huge fucking dump after holding it back for the greater part of the day.

Understand that feeling? Well if you have not, try holding you shit back for like 2 days then go to school and endure it through the whole day. Yes, thats a maginificently revealingly awesomely happy feeling after you take that dump. Yup.

Great day, great day, great day. I love today.

I have to change my its-so-high-its-off-the-scale karma level.

Looking at my life, been harping on lil fuck ups that I dont see beyond my lil box. Compared to others, my life is heaven.

Besides, I get what I want, in His time, and He already knows what I want now, and every single day, He's gives it to me, and for that, I am more than happy already. Wishful thinking is unhealthy Jane. Hahahahaha!!

Because I know that no matter what happens, I have friends and buddies that have been and will be there for me when I fall.

I think, since Im in a really really really good mood, Im going to start correcting my wrongs, starting off with the hardest of them all. Make up with a certain hot japanese retard. Trust me, I think its more than I can handle.

Today, I was a little bored, so I wrote 2 little poems, they might not make much sense because its part of it, but they meant the most.

Troy will not fall (note: not troy faggot bolton, troy the city)

Enough of your beauty,
its beginning to feel like a tragedy.
Enough of your innocence,
its beginning to be a nuisance.

Tell me what I have to destroy,
for me to be your troy.
Building the high walls of love,
around you my precious little dove.

Keeping you safe from danger,
I'll be your power ranger.
Picking up the pieces that shatter,
gluing them back together.

You have no idea (for my little hero)

Scanning the place,
hoping/praying/wishing to see your face.
My mind is lost in the haste,
Everything turns into a maze.

So stand with me at the shoreline,
let the sun shine,
as you speak your mind.
I love the way your voice sounds like a chyme.

Dont want to live without you for a day,
because I cant just rewind and press play.
Dont want to live this way,
but its not that crazy aye?

Theres only so much a person can take, and Im a human, please dont throw things at me like that. We all know I have my father's temper but my mother's forgiveness. Please forgive me.

Song of the past friggin 4 days:
Insomnia by Craig david
Monsoon by Tokio Hotel
Just dance by Lady Gaga
Let me go in by Quietdrive