I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Sunday, January 4, 2009

Insomnia.

Still addickted to it! YAYOES!

*whines*

Tomorrow school begins again. Gawd. Thank gawd Chinese New Year is coming soon. I need a break both mentally and whateverly.

*continues to whine*

El pollo loco the cheapo here, has been playing fucking free online 60mins FREE trial games. Hahahhahahaha! Yes, go on, laugh. Have the money to buy it yet, I spend my money on what? Cheech & chong still smokin' HAHAHAHAH! okay, if y'all dont stay in US and have assclowns as friends you wouldnt really get the cheech & chong still smokin' part. HAHAHA!

"Dont call me a latino fuck you latino fuck! *curses in spanish*"

Whatever shuddup.

*whines*

Today can be officially called Jane whines Day. Why? Because lesley the idiot made me whine *points to ley and raises hands* Not my fault! Not my fault! Hahahah!

We were once again, talking about sensitive issues. Which made me laugh at him ALOT. Gay guy likes lesbo. HAHAHAHAH! okay enough.

*whines*

I've been thinking...about something. Contemplating whether I should or I should not. Considering what happens if I do or do not, do what I've been contemplating about. And a contigency plan for the considerations of the contemplatee. My conclusion for this contingency for the considerations of the contemplatee is. I dont know.

For a simple reason I AM NOT CONTEMPLATING anything in the first place. HAHAHAHAHA! Did I successfully get an eye roll from you? Do I hear some vague cussing in the back there? Yes, I think I do dont I?

No no, I was just holding a piece of paper before I slept yesterday night, reading it of couse, you cant expect me to hold it and not do anything to it(not that I do anything bad with PAPER, mind you), and I realised...what I had to say after like 4ish days.

Usually the answer just comes to me naturally, this time, a lil twist happened. Likka morning-after feeling, after you wake up all drunk of merrily drinking? Yes? No, I dont know.

In short you can say, I made up my mind.

As you all friggin' know, once I've made up my mind, I dont turn on it. Hahaha! So for you assholes whose been chasing me to make up my mind, its made up. You can go throw confetti! Why I took so long? Because my mind is like love, it cannot be rushed, if I were to rush, it would turn out... not so good.

So now its made up, I feel I am able to control and pace myself. Sorta likka "I-in-control-over-me" feeling.

*WHINES "My finger painnnn!! mopes*

Uh. Okay. Its official again. Risk2 sucks. Play until sian luh. And its less than 1 hour, yes, the novelty is OVER. But Risk the board game is my favourite besides life. HAHAHAH!

Oh look! *whines* TOMORROW IS MONDAY! And why am I looking forward to it again? I have no motive, or specific person I have to talk to. Let alone...okay wait yes I do have few people I REALLY REALLY WANT TO TALK TO. Its been too long since we've talked.

My hero's out on vacation, wont be coming back.