I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I LOVE BIGBANG, SeungRi is fucking hot... Anthea agrees! HAHAHAH!

LONG ONE AHEAD! Kpop makes me want to write more!!

Oh yes! My crazy plan! Still contemplating whether I should do it. According to my confidentes its "So crazy it might just work".

This was what I meant by "future is running and the present is crawling."

The nice side of me says "Do it because loving someone isnt meant for the selfish. If not do it for her."

BUT

Mean side says "What?! Outrageous! Jane you faggot, doesnt merit such kindness."

But if you know me well enough, you'd know that being selfish isnt exactly the easiest thing for me because this involves someone's happiness.

Live simply,
Love generously,
Care deeply,
speak kindly,
and leave the rest to God.

-From mummy, the greatest person in my world.

YAY! Hopefully I get to see her tomorrow, if I dont, I wont die. That little video of her smiling is still replaying, over and over again. *grins*

Inspired by "Nobody" by Wondergirls

I want nobody but you, if only you knew.
I want nobody but you, the thought can kill.
I want nobody but you, only your love can heal.

I was telling ley about what I would do if ever she was in my arms. He just nodded and smiled at everything, but never said a word. When he finally spoke, he said...

"Jane, you speak of her how you spoke of him. How can you love someone so much when all they will ever do is break your heart?"

I swear I didnt see that coming!! OMG! I stared at him for a minute. He never really said that before. I was APPALLED. HAHAHA!!! Him = Number2.

"Well I fell for something about them, all 3 of them and that is good enough reason for me to want the best for them. All it takes is patience...clearly you have none (I get jabbed in the ribs)..." HAHAHAHA!

God please keep her safe from harm.