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I'll bleed this skyline dry
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Hear Me Out
I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around. I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion. I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8
Complains?
Music
Cover on my heart by Guy Sebastian
Go find yourself and listen:D Skeletons of My Closet
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
You dont need me, I know you are stronger than that. I'll still root for you, if you still trust me. I never did stop caring for you, but your gonna be fine without me, I know you will. Im still wondering why you keep ignoring me though, care to reply? Hahaha.One of the saddest dinners with ley. We talked from 6 to 9-ish... how can you look at someone who you love but dont want to leave. I couldnt. I have no secrets from him cept the fact that I told him that I said I was going to be happy without him tomorrow. By hook or by crook, I will fucking have fun, drink my alcohol and not think about him or her. FUCK. I believe in miracles, I believe in the good, I believe in second chances, I believe in hope, because I have faith. I know some people think Im foolish to hope for her, but a fool's hope is all I need to go against odds. I change what I can change, and leave the unchangable to God. Theres only so much sad stuff I can take now! I need her now, God. Im having a really really really bad day, my patience level is dropping faster than you can say "shit". I need her now, if I cant have her, I dont want anyone else. She's the only reason my anger hasnt gotten the better of me. Her smile is the only thing I look forward to everyday. BBQ planning is already hard shit. Please please pleaseeeeee... lemme enjoy my holidays. I havent been enjoying it very much, since Ive been running around doing stuff. Just lemme have fun. Please CIAO. Song of my bad day... I dont have one. God please keep her safe, if I cant see her tomorrow, then so be it. My day's pretty crappy, my best boy-friend's leaving, my other best girl-friend's 56million miles away, and the only person I want so badly to see isnt going. You have my faith in Your will. |