I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Friday, April 10, 2009

GOOD FRIDAY! Stations of the cross. 13 kneels = jelly knees.

BigG, Im trusting you, I've made my choice to be humane. Please dont make me regret being nice.

Oh my gawd, I give up! Really rrrrrrrrrrreally give up, really. Im sucha faggot aint I? I am human but that doesn't mean I have to be one. So I've decided to be humane.

I wont follow my heart, not this time, the price is too high(No if's, the price aint right). You have to try to understand me. I was never out to hurt you, really.

I can bare with being humane at the cost of myself, but I cannot bare being human at the cost of you. I said I'll never hurt you, Im keeping my promise to you.

(Anthea knows what humane and human "context" means)

"... trust me, no harm shall be done, no heart shall be broken ..."

I was writting on a piece of paper while thinking, this is kinda weird because I was so busy thinking, I didn't notice what I scribbled til I looked down.

I can't feel it when I want to,
I can't touch it when I try to,
I can't heat it when I have to,
I can't see it when I need to.

I am nonchalant, there are somethings that I cant fake.

There's so many things I have to say, will you listen to me?
There's so many things I have to say, will you shut me out again?
There's so many things I have to say, will you hear me out?
There's so many things I have to say, will you talk it out?

Will you give me a chance to say it?

I'm not giving up, I'm not running away.
You don't know how painful it is to walk away.
I'm not flaring up, I'm don't want to argue.
You dont know how much it hurts to raise my voice at you.

If I could be your angel, protect you from the pain.
I'll keep you safe from danger, you'll never hurt again.
I'll be your A.N.G.E.L.

(BOOOOO! Thats lyrics. Hahahahaha! Natasha popped in on Shuffle mode)

Whoa. Should be long enough to make up for yesterday's absence no?

Song of the day: Sleep by Rivermaya
The guitar caught my ears, the lyrics entertained my thoughts.

Goooooooonight God, please keep them all safe.