I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

"I feel like dying, I want this feeling to end."

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You woke me from my sleep,
Damn this feeling's deep,
Are you watching me bleed,
Your words are misleading me.

I want to say something,
but you will hear nothing,
because Im hesitating,
Just to say something.

Hesitating cause I dont know why,
why you're saying these things,
Do you mean for them to sting,
Or are you just pulling my heart strings.

Am I really nothing to you,
Or am I suppose to be real,
Are your words really true,
Or are they just blues.

If your hearts not mine,
Please dont show me signs,
It pains me cause its malign,
But if you're not fine.

You can have me,
Theres no fees,
My attention's free,
Just smile for me.

I dont know what to do.

School's ridiculous. I totally have no motivational incentive. Snails move faster than "time" luh. The lectures are fuckingly inaudible. I only like DNA.

But I see stupid fugly bengs and bucktooth lians trying to act likka chao chibai thinking that she owns the world. Part of me begs her to punch me in my face. Im sadistic with that much anger.

Where is she when I need to hear her voice and see her smile to calm me down.

I've rarely dealt with my anger meter that high. I've not dealt with anger as much as the other emotions. So if I seem annoyed or agitated, please dont add on my extreme mood.

It's taxing. Haven't eaten much and Im falling sick. My facial expression is a constant frown. My eyes are dangerous slits. I feel hollow. This feeling is like dying slowly.

But I really am trying my best to surpress it. Im at my snapping point. I need to hear your voice, its the voice that calms my unflinching rage, dont fade, not now, stay with me for awhile.

Miley, Im waiting for yo explaination on Friday. Dont give me wishy washy bullshit, you of all people know I'll walk out on that. Thank God Anthea stands up for you, all of us are waiting for your explaination.

Song of the day: Cross My Heart by Marianas Trench
Take me with you, I start to miss you. Take me home, I dont wanna be alone tonight.