I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

To Miley.

Chill people. The walking out thought was for Miley. He walked out on us without explaining and expects us to understand? I really was stupid to believe your words. Dammit I trusted you.

I was up til 3am thinking. So you listen well.

Wo dui ni hen shi wang. How could you make Anthea cry, ass. Maybe you dont know how much you hurt her, but she was the one who fought with Bryan to stand up for you. What have you done for her huh?

Both Anthea and I were there for you when you needed someone grumble to, needed a shoulder. And you walked out on us when all I wanted for you to do was TELL ME WHY.

You want me to understand you, tell me why, thats the only way I'll understand you better. Use the word, "BECAUSE". Just cause we dont understand what your going through means we are not real friends? Come on boy, you havent even EXPLAINED yourself.

I understand the feeling of being walked out on, dumped one side, put away, left on the shelf. Thats why I'll never do such a thing to people I love, you! I never put you away, you were like my soft toy, I brought you everywhere I went, told you everything, told you my secrets, shared my candy, played lego with you, because I love you as my buddy. Shield you from their harmful words. Kept you in the safety of my arms like all my other buddies.

You dont know how much we love you, for your stewpid flaws, for your stewpidness, that was what made you you. And I loved you flaws and all. I accepted your flaws, that's a special thing about being my buddy, I tolerant nonsense but not from everyone, people I love.

Was telling me why too much to ask? You kept saying its you you you. No its not. Why did you just leave when the going gets tough. We meant so little, that you can just put us one side?

You didnt make me cry, you made me angry. You showed me that I meant so little to you. You showed me that we meant so little to you. You were my buddy, I had your back through your tough times, now you want to walk out on us, me? Ni dui wo tai shi wang le bah.

Did I do something wrong? What did I do wrong? Have I told you lies? Did I not tell you it was going to be okay?

I want to understand you, I really do. But boy you gotta help me. Im not God, I cant read your mind.