I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

"Write down something heart-felt for her to understand you." Eli said, "Not that she'll get to read it anytime soon. Hahahahaha!"

This was what I wrote.

When I sat at the stairs and you stood in front of me. I didnt know what was happening. You stole my reasoning. You stole my sight. You stole everything that meant anything to me, my heart.

You saw through me, I know you did. You stood there, giving me an encouraging smile. And the only thing I could think about was, how could I have missed that smile, it was beautiful.

Im not kidding when I say I love you.

Dont ask me why I love you, I just do. My heart doesnt give me answers, it gives me the overbearing overprotectiveness over you. It wants me to keep you safe, it wants me to see you smile, it wants me to make sure you will be caught when you fall.

Im not kidding when I say I miss you.

Dont ask me why I miss you, I do all the time.

On my lucky days, I see you for 5 seconds.
On my bad days, I dont see you at all.
On "my" day, I sit in the same room as you.
On my horrific days, you dont see me.
On my paradise day, you sit beside me.

But no matter what day Im having, I miss you all the same.
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Today was rather uneventful by my standards(very high). Sat at home reading, finished a book and 35more articles. What?! I just like reading, really.

Ooooooh made strawberry smoothie(: Anthea's like green, like dark forest-gump green. HAHAHAH! I had to make it twice, stupid brother. HAHAHAH!

I was watching Seasame's Street! I love Elmo and his lil pet goldfish, Dorothy. It's hilarious! He talks to the goldfish. What's she sppose to say in return? I hate big bird, stupid chicken. Ahhh the pleasures of staying at home! HAHAHA -.- kill me.

Song of my day: Did you wrong by P Pleasure feat. Teairra Mari
No matter what you do, no matter what you say, no matter how far you go, dont take your love away. Because I love you girl.

God please keep her safe in your arms. One day she'll read what I wrote right? Hahaha! It's alright. Sweet dreams and dont let the bed bugs bite baby(: