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Hear Me Out
I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around. I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion. I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8
Complains?
Music
Cover on my heart by Guy Sebastian
Go find yourself and listen:D Skeletons of My Closet
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Friday, June 26, 2009
I am not a bad person.
"Feeling pain in a place I'd least expect to."Im not a bad person, I will not hurt people. I am not a bad person, I am trying my best to keep my heart from hatred. I know that I have done wrong when I took the one that cares for me most for granted, but I am not that person anymore. It was foolish and stupid. But I wont lie, even if telling the truth is worst than coughing up a lie. I know you couldn't fully trust me after I told you what I did, but I'd rather you know the truth. I am sorry that you never saw me as a person who cares for you. I am sorry that you think everything I say is a lie. I am sorry I couldn't clear up all the misunderstandings and correct my wrongs. I am sorry that you think I am a bad person. Could you not see it in my eyes. Could you not read it in my words. If you can't then it's alright. I will keep my word, I will not hurt you. I am not that dickless faggot, I won't hurt you even if I can't have you. I have no more words left to say except, I am not a bad person. Aaaaaand Michael Jackson is dead. I couldn't believe my ears when Poks was like "Oh yah, Michael Jackson died." My facial expression was D8 for 5minutes and I kept repeating "Michael Jackson's dead?!" Okay this is why I like Mel Heng when she's angry. She is capable of making me laugh even when she's angry. I still remember her coming up to me saying(and smiling), "Bao! I'm like damn angry you know! hahahaha!" She twitted: Khatib! what the fark is that?!? then my mum volunteered to fetch, and i thought okay! she sent me to Kembangan MRT. _l_ _l_ x93738428368542 *falls off chair laughing* She twitted again: i;m home. too angry to move. seriously knn.... seriously......... like I'm not capable of going to the mrt station myself _l_ *continues to roll on the floor laughing* Oh she's hilarious. She, Tiffy, Janey and I were once a lil clique in Sec2(*GRINS*) Oh! Speaking of Tiffy, she's in TP and Jessie's in AS! D8 SAC mania! Oh wait, that's business. I'm not in the mood for anything. I aint gonna cancel tomorrow, I need the alcohol. (Jane alcohol only numbs the pain, I know shut up) Eli, I might not go on Sun): Im not going to spoil the mood. If you have to ask why I feel dead, y'all prolly don't want to know. I won't be sleeping early. I'm going to my favourite place when I feel like this. I'm going to have a little chat with my favourite Guy and my Lady. (Hint: Jesus&Mother Mary) Sweet dreams and sleep tight tonight. Songs of the day: Why I Like You, It's You, Heartquake, SORRY SORRY by Super Junior |