I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?

Sunday, June 28, 2009

"You are a privilege."

I am staying away from parties for a while. Not that I don't like them. My singaporean excuse for it would be, my risk of getting pig flu is higher! So I'll be staying home, doing my catching up likka lil nerd. Anyone wanna join me?

Eli's got all sorts of weird theories and they amaze me. Today's theory is, I can change the atmosphere at will. She says I can make people feel stupid, nervous, welcomed, happy, sad, scared, awkward, embarrassed, as I please.

I was like "Are you high?" Hahaha! It's a subject for another day because our debate was very long. Scott supports her. D8 What the hell.

Okay I think I am overly emotional. I came home at like 9:05-ish? My mummy was watching her channel 8 drama and sobbing. So I watched 5 minutes of it. The next thing I know, Im sobbing too! O_O Recently, my emotions have been overwhelming. Im unable to control my tears, my words, my self. Pandemic alert. Hahaha!

Now when I feel an emotion, its extreme. I don't understand. When I'm upset/annoyed, my blood boils. When I'm sad, I feel like dying. When I'm happy, the world's colourful(queer kinda colourful, that's bad).

If My Words Carried Any Signifiance To You

Nobody understands why,
Why I don't even try, to make you cry,
Try to hurt you bad, make you mad,
I can't do that, can't see you sad.

Asking me to not care about you,
Is asking water not to be wet,
Asking me to give up on you,
Is asking Santa not to be fat.

Telling me not to love you,
Is like telling my heart not to beat,
Telling me not to miss you,
Is like telling me not to feel.

I hope you know how much you mean to me now.

I swear, if I could get what I want by rolling around on the floor, whining, I'd do it in a heartbeat. That may seem rather pathetic, but if it works, I'm sure I can live with the shame. I think.

The awesomeness of Super Junior live dancing and half lip dubbing(it's still sizzling). As such. My two favourite songs with my 3 favourite leading. Oh gosh. Han Geng, Si Won and Dong Hae! *goes into suju fangirl mode*

Lord have mercy. I need to get a life instead of watching every damn dance video of suju.



The song that most describes me today: