I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Friday, July 3, 2009
Out of my reach

"You, me and everything else in between."

I'm in hell already.

My utter reluctance to drag my ass out of bed recently, is due to the brooding fact that this emotional breakdown break-through out-break break off is wearing me down.

I can already feel hate at my doorstep ready to enter when I give up. Because when I start giving up on people, I become nastily mean really fast. Oh this is like second puberty.

If there is no pus means there is not bacterial killing. Im a science student, so Im relating things using science. If you understand what I'm saying when I say that, you deserve a hug.

HORRIBLE WEEK. This is the worst week of my life besides the first week I left US, weepy and whimpy. I feel so exhuasted - EMOTIONALLY unsound, mentally dead, physically tired.

Imagine you having major constipation while tearing your ass open and blowing a lung to force poopoo out. Yes well, take your ass' pain and convert it to heart pain. You cant sit without flinching, well I cant breathe with hurting.

And til this day I still haven't told y'all why I'm like this. It's a subject best left for another day. Where is she when I need her most?

Adios amigos! Estoy mucho cansada. Buenas Noches. Early one today. I don't feel like staying up.