I'll bleed this skyline dry
Hear Me Out

I like to give excuses for everything and anything. If Im not in the mood to do anything, I idle around.

I let my friends say as they please, but that don't mean I agree with what they say. I just accept that its their opinion.

I can be an ass hole. I can be the nicest person on earth. Just depends on who you are(:

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." -Matthew 5:8

Complains?
Monday, July 27, 2009
you got me all confused

"As long as you say we can win, I'll make sure we do."

STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT.

No! You can't make me feel this way! You can't! I'm a self declared saint! I AM STRONG! You can't! You can't! You can't just do that without effort! *whimpy and whiney mode* DAMMIT!

Hahahahahahaha! Oh this is going to be harder than I thought. I am sucha whimp for you. So whimpy like. Ew. Jane, go ahead and give yourself an ass kicking, like right naaaaaaoo!

Somehow I feel that whimpy and whiney aint going to get me far.

One more thing. I AM NEVER EVER EVER EVER GOING TO SIT IN MAIN LT FOR MGEN! Oh my gawd. I actually FELL ASLEEP while he was talking.

Wah bloody hell, I should go buy 4D or something because TODAY cannot be so coincidental! I don't believe in coincidence!

I took a quiz and it said, "Just listen to your heart more instead of doing the most sensible thing all the time. Listen WITH your heart and you will understand."

I thought to myself "Listen to my heart? She is young and rather reckless." (before I looked at MSN). Then someone's MSN nick was "we were young and reckless" Then someone else's msn PM was "Have some faith in me girl" Then someone else's nick "now I see what love means."

OH MY GAWD!! I am honestly freaked out. If someone else or something else pops up uh. I'll hand them an ass whoopin'!




Rushed CSAS on stupid UTI. Then still got AIMM LAB report. Wah. I feel like homer now. SUPER TIRED SHITLESS. I can't stop thinking about today. Someone stop me.

Life is fragile. My heart goes out go Gloria Yelzman(spelling error potential). Every waking day is a miracle, please don't take it for granted. Sometimes I feel so pussified not holding you back and just letting you walk away.

Lord I need stength of mind and courage of heart! So many people around me need me Father! Please help me to not let them down! Help me to be strong! A little help for the whimpy, whiney one please!

Song of the day: What If I by Bosson
(this man preaches what my heart only dreamed off)



Now I'm confused,
Cause my mind says I'm a fool,
That it's time to say goodbye,
But my tears cannot lie,
My heart says I'll lose if I try.

I refuse to give in, but I'm afraid to start something we can't win